#Amandasincere04 This blog is addressed to Kemi. I went full force on you calling you out when I could have easily just opened a private conversation with you and achieved a much easier outcome. I don’t have to tell you that we’re half sisters with a long up and down history, but I will remind you that there is always a baseline respect for you from how you treat our blood sister sobriquet. I don’t think I showed that respect to you and I’m sorry. I should have chosen my words more carefully when I said you are what’s wrong with kovaze, that cannot possibly be true you’re 1 user in a community of like 300-500 and we all impact the site in some way. I have long held frustrations about how a lot of decisions get made in very small groups of people whose credentials seem to be that they’re close friends with Sin and/or supported the site early on. You are an example of one of those people but not the only one & honestly I should have brought this complaint directly to the admin without coming at you. Your dismissive comment to my blog felt pretty rude to me because I would have taken what you said seriously had the roles been reversed. But we all have different conflict resolution methods so I’m not personally offended lol I was just like bitch stop being rude… With the Hysteria comment. I played with you in the early Hysteria & watched you win with austin and it was a lot of fun! We haven’t been in a game since but from the outside & as someone who knows your general demeanor, I became concerned with how intensely you were taking Hysterias. I saw the message to snowglobe & was like I know this person well enough to know this is not who they are. I should have said that to you with more affection and respect than what I actually wrote. I’ll reach out at some point tonight or tomorrow to talk privately but wanted to get everything else off my chest and remind you that I could never like HATE you. I’m sorry for making you feel like I did. TLDR. We are half sisters whether we like each other or not. I should have brought my issues with the organizational layout directly to the admin and not the damn general chat. I understand Hysteria can be high pressure but the repeated exposure to it makes us more paranoid and combative to each other over a 45 minute game.