statement on Luna and apologies

This blog is a long jumbled mess but it’s better to say something and sound dumb than to stay silent about stuff like this. I worked closely with Luna in basically every game we played together and she was one of my fave people on the blogs page. Although she is technically under investigation I know that the ban would not have come out of thin air. If this weren’t true she would simply verify that she’s not this person & since that’s not gonna happen I have to assume the allegations are true. My preconceptions of Harpo/Matisse/doll pre-kovaze: I was off tengaged for a long time and I came back when Matisse got perm banned. I heard this user caused a lot of pain in a lot of people. Later I decided to play a Survivor on Zwooper and ended up on a tribe with doll. She backstabbed me and people said “that’s Matisse, and Zwooper only exists as a p*do haven.” So I attacked doll & made blogs about her being problematic & got banned from Zwooper and moved on. From like 2014-2019 I was not active on tg and I wasn’t too interested in finding out what a perm banned user did. Meeting Luna and wrongfully defending her: I met Luna through messyj, and we were like a 4some with austin in all the games we played together. I left Kovaze for about a month bc I sucked at comps and was afraid of old TGers. I returned when someone told me the site had mods and I think it was sam who I first saw accusing her of being Harpo and messyj is jessem backwards. These allegations were being made by people they fought in frenzy so it was hard to believe at first. The short answer is that jessem being forced into this narrative confused me. Since I have my own experiences with that user I was like, so this is made up. I qualified my statement by saying if anyone affected by Harpo accused her then I would be listening and change my opinion. I should have stopped myself from being involved in a conversation I knew nothing about. If she traumatized people who stayed away from this site or if she made people afraid to speak up, I was talking out my ass. I am sorry to the people that I hurt in doing that. My scheming with frostbite: So as Luna and I are becoming close friends she is telling me that one day we need to go on call together. She implied a video call and I didn’t really answer to it bc I was like that’s kinda odd. My plan was that if we ever did go on call, I could take a screenshot and submit to mods to confirm if she is or isn’t Harpo. Since I still have no clue who this person is I approach Frostbite to be like. What is going on here and if she is this dangerous I can help. I joked about it a bunch and eventually Dylan found a pic of her but this plan was like prob never gonna happen. Dylan psycho ass exposes this to her bc I used a veto on his hoh in hysteria (I was woke for doing this btw) and I start apologizing to Luna bc this is my friend who I don’t believe is this problematic person. I’m also like… if she is this person can’t they just perm ban her. A few days pass and Dylan and I talk it out in a Royale. I changed my stance when I heard that there was credible evidence to believe she is who she’s accused of being. At this point my mind is like… well if she’s guilty she’s gonna get banned soon and also I should really step away from this person I blindly trusted for so long. So yes I was being messy but tbh I feel less bad knowing that I’m not the damn groomer in the situation I just wanted to confirm it myself and send evidence to mods. I drew away from her a bit in the last few days so maybe she knew I was getting suspicious. The last week: As many of you know I spent a lot of time modvestigating to hopefully create a better kovaze. As a result of this investigation I wrote out three goals for myself and my mentor. In order of importance. 1. PERM BAN THE ACCUSED PEDOS. If they aren’t pedos they can take a quick video and sort it out for everybody. If they can’t then they have to GO. frostbite and I were fucking debating AUSTRALIAN LAW to mod_raven at like 3am lmfao that fucking idiot queen. 2. Expose the mod power grab & the hypocrisy of clarke (completed) 3. Expose the liar and fraud that is mod lexa (completed) #2 and 3 are stories for another day. But the very top of my priority was to once and for all confirm innocence or guilt for these people accused of horrible crimes. I did not bring forward direct evidence but I did what I could to do push for this to become priority. Thank you Sin for taking action and sorry I’ve been your least favorite user lately. MY APOLOGIES. Sprite since this woman hurt you directly and personally, I am so sorry that I did not make it clear I was a safe person to talk to about this. If I knew about the musical theater involvement I would have been more aware but it’s not on you to warn me of what happened to you. Thank you for sharing your story tonight. To anyone who was a victim of Luna on past sites, I’m so sorry I put the burden of exposing her on you. I’m sorry that you saw me as someone supporting, protecting, and enabling the person who did that to you. If you feel comfortable speaking to me privately please do so I can apologize to you directly. To anyone who has been a victim of predatory behavior on any sites or in any capacity. I’m sorry for supporting someone who was capable of hurting so many people without a second thought. I will do my very best to kick out all types of predators who think Kovaze is safe for them. At the end of the day, I was and still am confident in the abilities of 7/9 of the moderators. I befriended and supported Luna because I knew if she was guilty she would be perm banned. Today she got perm banned. I made a mistake in who I chose to befriend and the moderators made a mistake in letting this go on for so long. I hope we all have learned that some issues need a more proactive approach and we cannot trust everyone who is very nice to us. If you read all of this thank you for reading.