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In the spirit of releasing
Bagelita
Truthfully, I may just be at peace with where we're at. I already pretty much established that our relationship on here has always been transactional when you only expressed interest in talking when you wanted gifts for yourself or AngieK or you needed me as an ally that you could then instantly dispose of because I decided not to be a brainless sheep that nominated someone you had a problem with for 13th place.
There were several occassions up to this point where I earnestly shared my standpoint with you on the issue of BenOp, and you pretended to care and see my point of view, publicly had some dramatic "feel bad" moment in Hysteria saying we'd talk about it (we didn't) and ultimately just stormed my DMs on Discord the other day saying that I just show fan behavior to Ben and you don't fuck with it lmao, as if I had committed a crime because I spoke ill on someone that sent me death threats and made xenophobic remarks, and whether you blocked me or just chose to make it impossible to continue the conversation by leaving the Kovaze server, I would've at the very least expected you to stand your ground more beyond a bitchy DM and a passive aggressive voice note.
I'm never gonna give a fuck about BenOp, and I will express my opinions when he's banned or other people are on the receiving end of his foul behavior, because he's said several unacceptable things to myself and my friends. If he's affecting your life positively in some way, great, but becoming his personal pitbull and picking a fight with anyone that speaks in his direction is just a little bit embarrassing.
One day I'm sure you will have a prime moment of realization with how good you could've had it with certain people before you chose to manipulate and take advantage of them, and make them feel bad simply for not agreeing with you and your world view or your friends. Whether it's a random Tuesday or it's a moment in time when people eventually start turning on you because they come to their senses! I'd like to hold onto hope though that I just happened to be the one lucky candidate that you chose to treat like he only matters as long as he was a yesman ^_^
I wish you well in life, xoxo
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i browsed this rq and like I’m sorry I made you feel manipulated but I simply am closer friends with benop and I think you instigate with him which makes me not have the same respect I had before. I wouldn’t say our relationship was transactional I think it existed mainly in games where we had fun as allies. Like I said I don’t respect how much you instigate with people.
I ain’t reading all this but glad you got this off your chest
Getting a little tired of my name being brought into Amanda blogs.