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does anyone have 200 koinz and can gift me please

Mezcoke Metropolis

MaxOra      ❤ 17    ▲5

THANK YOU AJ 🤟

Mezcal      ❤ 45    ▲2

GET READY TO FLYYYY. I cant believe we lost JOHN and AJ in the same year. I’m crying

Hello

Luna      ❤ -35    ▲0

my little chisme cherubs Dare u neg the Queen Lmfaoooooo

does any1 else feel like

MaxOra      ❤ 25    ▲1

this website kinda fell OFF or just me

RIP AJ STYLES

Mezcal      ❤ 21    ▲2

NOOOOOOO IM CRYING

I just want it all to stop

katieginella      ❤ 13    ▲1

Hot take that may be negged

Kodua      ❤ 11    ▲4

but I'm kinda here for Trump building a 250-foot-tall arch, like sure, why the hell not. I go to Europe and look at their cities, or even here in the US at older buildings, and wonder why we don't build architecturally interesting things anymore

I did not expect him to be Kristi Noem

:3

Like we're a bunch of dumb dogs who can't even understand simple sarcasm. Babe, you'll need several years in college before you're even close to matching me. M***** — 7:47 PM If the bitch barks back, then daddy will have to put down his little puppy

Dan’s Spoons Ep.4

dWrighton      ❤ 5    ▲0

9 random contestants are up for grabs in this popularity contest. Every episode, there will be a poll for eviction. Vote for who you want to see evicted. Every episode, 3 random contestants will be up for eviction. Good luck With 58.8% of the votes, Nuke has been evicted Morgan sin Rebranding papa Melodrama Graf Narcissus Luxray Connor 12th.Widow- 45% 11th. sobriquet- 43.5% 10th. Nuke- 58.8%

I wish I was dead

katieginella      ❤ 65    ▲4

Why

xcharliex      ❤ 49    ▲2

Aren’t you and my bf friends anymore brxan

TOP BLOGS

A Lesson For Everyone. [VIDEO]

Harajuku      ❤ 325    ▲22

Im ALL for playing your own game, doing what you gotta do to win. Im always down to play ball. And if I get fucked over yeah I may be salty but once I get my lick back I’m good. But this Outcasted SENT MEEEEEE, like I’m not even mad at anyone at all cause I didn’t invest much into it. But MissChloeKay …. Gurllll. You were like at the top of my list cause we been wanting to be tribe mates!!!!! Girl Stephanie votes me out and I go home, I had no idea I was the vote cause I went to bed early. But how do you slay my ass when I’m sleeping then go home next 😭😭😭😭 Moral of the story. If you fuck Harajuku over, then go home next. Expect a video like this.

Engaging in Kovaze Drama

Sprite      ❤ 260    ▲14

Im gonna do something a little out of character for me and bring drama to the blogs page by saying; Brxan fucking sucks. Like really. I do not like this guy. Brxan, You commissioned me, made special requests and i spent hours working on something for you AND THEN YOU DIDNT PAY ME. Can we talk about that? Or no? Because EVERY TIME i mention it, suddenly you log off the fucking internet for the first time in a month for a few hours and wait for me to move on. Im an artist. I do it professionally. I get PAID real money to make art for people. Im not like some brilliant influential artist whos changing the world or getting hired at big companies but i am a freelance artist who consistently gets paid real life US dollars to make people art. And i, out of the kindness of my heart to contribute to an online community i quite like, make CUSTOM ART PIECES in exchange for virtual currency. VIRTUAL CURRENCY. KOINZ. Koinz. KOINZ. On KOVAZE.COM. I do my work for **basically** free. And you, despite having the most of this virtual currency, commissioned me, took my art and then GHOSTED. Do you realize how fucked up that is? Because you can afford the fucking 1000t$ or koinz or whatever the fuck but you chose to take what i made you and NOT PAY ME. Just like... for the fun of it! And i, being a fucking doormat who doesnt wanna be rude, move on and dont tell anybody! And i message you REPEATEDLY about it and you ignore me. But when you need something guess who it is you message!!!! Fuckin Cassie! Cuz she is always happy to help out this person who has done absolutely nothing but take advantage and disrespect her at every goddamn turn. Brxan you are a parasite. A shallow, vapid, unlikeable, circular parasite. i know you dont understand what its like to put work into something but when you use your craft- something youve spent YEARS of your life learning - to make something for someone and someone else takes advantage of it, steals it and then IGNORES YOU... it feels awful. And you had the fucking audacity to post and wear the design I MADE FOR YOU while i got ZILCH. Fucking nothing. You wore MY DESIGN. MY DESIGNS! It was a full fucking avatar! As if in my free time im just DYING to draw you a Jenny from Blackpink full avatar for a gaming website. Riggs paid me 40$ to make him a full avatar. Suicide paid me 50$ for the same because he was kind enough to throw in a 10$ tip. Fiercecunt paid me 10$ to make a little fucking doodle for him because he wanted to support my work. And you? Nothing. All i get is ignored and the occasional "Mom do you have koinz" message. Great! Exactly what i fucking want. And then today i open discord to find out youve had a falling out with Harajuku and thus YOU are ready to drop ME? What a fucking joke you are. Brxan you have legitimately the least personality or soul of perhaps anyone ive ever interacted with. At first i thought maybe you were just a little surface-level but OMG you have nothing happening inside of you! Every conversation with you is like this: [I join a frookies/frenzy/fasting/arena youre in. This is a prerequisite to a conversation between us because you only ever message me when you want something] Brxan: Mom Sprite: Hey! Whats up [No reply] Sprite: Allies this game? :D [No reply] [3 days later] Brxan: Mommmm Sprite: Ayyy :3 Brxan: Do u have 700t$ Sprite: Saving for a shop but whats up? :P [No reply] [A week later] Brxan: Plus this blog mommmmmm i miss u btw xx Sprite: Okkkkk. How r u btw :D [No reply] FOR YEARS. YEARS DUDE. YEARS. Nothing of substance. You are an unsalted pretzel. And i think you do this to seem mysterious and/or cool but u have to understand the "Hard to reach/has better things to do" energy does not work when we all know you have nothing you are doing! Anybody like that does not have many relationships in their life of ANY substance. You suck dude. You are irredeemably dry. And so fucking unlikeable. IN EVERY POSSIBLE WAY. Brxan, nobody fucking likes you. And you just WITHOUT REASON decided to throw out the person who has put up with your shit for years for NO REASON beyond the fact that i have felt SORRY for you because i know this online space is all you have. And i still feel sorry for you to an extent. But not so sorry that i wont finally fucking talk about this. And just a final word of advice; GO OUTSIDE.

My Experience with Mezcal

Metropolis      ❤ 204    ▲13

To be honest, I didn't want to write a blog like this. After rejecting about 3 or so attempts by Mezcal to patch this up, I was fully content to move on and take the steps toward breaking my chains of attachment. Of course, Mezcal's massive ego can't handle rejection and he decided to blow this up into a full defamation campaign. So, here's my story: Most of you know I came to this site about two months ago during winter holidays. Like many of the other queer and neurodivergent people here - looking for a safe space from the real world that can often be so isolating toward us. I'm so grateful that I've been able to meet and share my heart with many genuine people who are like me in that regard. Unfortunately, I was also lured and manipulated into feeling a home with someone who was never looking to provide one. I'll be the first to admit that I have issues with insecurity and attachment - including 'daddy issues' and a broken home, as many queer people have experienced. I don't think Mezcal is ignorant to this at all; I feel he weaponizes it to fuel his ego and roleplay like the father a bunch of us have never had. You'll continuously see him refer to himself as daddy; he can say it's ironic all he'd like but it's creepy as fuck. He calls The OC not friends, but a family and himself as the head of the table. I have no doubt in his claims that this is all a mask, but what IS real is the manipulative and trauma bonding effect this can have on vulnerable people and I am an example of that. So why did me and Mezcal develop this sort of toxic relationship? Well, it takes two to tango. Mezcal would continually call himself daddy and encourage me to do the same, say that he loves me and treated me as though we had a special bond. A fantasy I was unfortunately happy to play into. He got kicks knowing I would be submissive, telling others that he could "control me" in games and that I'd do as he'd say. I knew I was a better player than him of course, so carrying him to some f2s was easy enough. It was fun, and I felt like I'd found home. But this kind of home is temporary and an illusion; you can never keep the full affection of someone who's only treating you as a toy for their amusement. Eventually, he grew cold, and stopped responding to my mails. While he put me at second on his friend list on return, he deleted me for evicting him in a hysteria not long after when we had no f2. He guilt tripped the hell out of me, saying he "only plays for us" and "thought I knew that we had unconditional loyalty" and forced me to make a genuine apology and unbreakable loyalty agreement. I fell right back in line, believing that we truly had an unbreakable bond special to us. When mandatory elections took place in The OC, I wanted to use it as an opportunity to show that I loved and cared. He never went back to treating me the same after I evicted him in Hysteria, even refusing to put me back on his friend list, so I thought I could earn back his affection. I ran and secured the presidency and made sure Mezcal was aware that I only wanted to help make The OC the best klique on Kovaze because it had been collecting dust. I immediately laid out plans to revitalize the klique but was only met with cold silence from Mezcal. The only comment he would make was a blog declaring that "The OC is dead." Then we played two frenzies together where I played my usual role as loyal soldier before being betrayed and voted out by Mezcal in both games for "disrespecting him" as "head of the table." Obviously I was hurt, so I left The OC. Over the next few days, I sent messages to Mezcal explaining my feelings and how icing me out was effecting me when he was once so warm. All unanswered. I sent a message explaining that being ignored like this was not okay, before sending him my last mail the next day telling him our friendship was over and to not contact me again, blocking him and believing it would be the end of it. He then remade his discord to finally send me the apology I wanted to hear. I was skeptical, so I pushed back as anyone should. This lead him to saying this was all a manifestation of my mental illness and insecurities, and that basically I just need to get over it so we can start dominating frenzies again. That was obviously not okay with me, so I made it clear that while my insecurities absolutely played a role - I expect better from people who say that they love me. After about two more attempts to get me to drop it, he decided to turn it into this public spectacle. If Mezcal was so uncomfortable by my attachment and "love-bombing" as he said, why would he continuously feed into the role? Why would he wait until I've had enough of the push and pull of his manipulation and ended our friendship to claim that my behavior was so horrible? Yes, I fell for a married man and that makes me an idiot. And yes I projected some of my attachment issues onto him when he made me feel safe to do so. The people who have taken the time to know me on here understand that I am a genuine and passionate person with a big heart that's eager to share it with the people I love. And when you're one of those people, trust me you will know. Can that be overwhelming sometimes? Sure. I'll accept being called a weirdo for that, but what I won't accept is his claim that he did not play into this dynamic every step of the way. I don't believe that Mezcal is some horrible person. I don't doubt that overtime this became uncomfortable for him. Like I said, it takes two to tango and we both clearly have some issues to work on, as many of us do. I do think that he likes the attention he gets from queer people on here. When on one hand you are claiming to be this married 9-5 wife guy and on the other trying to play out some father fantasy to queer people - the lines can get blurred. I think your behavior on here is inappropriate. If I was your wife, I would not be understanding of the amount of times I've seen you sexualize other women, the way you talk about fucking your wife, or the kind of dynamic we shared. But that's not my business. Mezcal - I'm sorry for projecting on you and developing insecure attachment. I hope we can both learn and grow from this experience. I think that putting me on public blast like this was immature and messed up. Thank you.

imagine arguing with

Chibi      ❤ 169    ▲7

mod_lexa and you ask to speak to a different mod so kemi logs onto mod_roan and continues the argument

NO NOT MOIRA ROSE

Sin      ❤ 168    ▲6

NOOOO PLS where’s that asteroid just hit us already

Cassies Random List of The Day #5

Sprite      ❤ 146    ▲6

Todays theme: People i immediately want on my team when i see them in Race! Ill definitely forget people cuz theres a lot of good racers and people i have fun with but heres those i can think of off the top of my head! Suicide #TeamSpriticide PosterBoy #TeamSpriteBoy Envious #TeamEnvite Medusaluh #TeamSpritealuh DakotaMagic #TeamSpriteMagic Connor #TeamConnite Onyx #TeamSpyrx AngieKStan #TeamSpriteKStan Runaways #TeamSpriteaways Style #TeamSpryle Matcha #TeamBeverages IceBeast #TeamIceSprite Bagel #TeamBagelSprite Papa #TeamPapite THANK YOU FOR YOUR ATTENTION TO THIS MATTER

Story Time

koolness234      ❤ 140    ▲17

I was at a Pickleball tournament, and I was like let me check Grindr and see if there are any hot pickleball players around. There was not, there never is, most pickleball players are ugly, minus me, because I'm not ugly. Trust me. However, I WAS SHOCKED WHEN I SAW MY BEST FRIENDS HUSBAND..........................ON GRINDR, I WAS SO FUCKING SHELL SHOCKED, and I was watching his MATCH and the GRINDR profile was LIKE 0 FEET AWAY FROM ME, AND MATCHED HIS NAME, I WAS LIKE OMG, so I screenshotted, and then I had to go play my match, and like I did not feel like it was appropriate to be like ruin their marriage at a Pickleball Tournament, like they were there with their kids. However, like of course I am going to tell her, like your husband is a you know what, you know, and is cheating on you, and girl he is kinda ugly, so like you can't put up with this. Like if you are going to cheat you need to be hot at least, how you going to be ugly AND UNFAITHFUL. HOWEVER, it turns out she KNEW all along, because he is BISEXUAL, and sometimes has sex with guys, and she is fine with that, and they have a happy marriage, and I can't judge I'm single writing a blog on Kovaze. They slay though lowkey, me and her got cheesecake and mimosas the other day. IDK why I felt like sharing this story, and if you read, big hugs stay safe

Spirits Complete.

Jdaddy      ❤ 124    ▲15

Thank you to all my loving friends for the support and to my addiction to race! Jadennator1 Mittens Joeburrow Icebeast PureEssence _Jan Jaded Melodrama Nuke Jessiejedi Christos Hwest14 Tisha Envious Katheryn Melanie Bomberv Luxray NaughtyNacho and many more <3

mental health: some transparency

melanie      ❤ 104    ▲6

okay so i don’t rlly want to go into toooo much detail, but i did want to give some transparency here:) as some of you have noticed and reached out to me about, lately i’ve been getting way meaner and explosive than you’re used to seeing from me. i’m usually very kind, understanding and want to spread kindness where ever i go, but the truth is i’ve really been struggling. it’s not an excuse, but hopefully an explenation in a way? i’m not writing this for forgiveness or pity, just to hopefully create an understanding. the past weeks i’ve been super overwhelmed. school has been a lot as well as work, but besides that i’ve had a lot of private things to deal with too. there have been a lot of situations recently that triggered me. they triggered my biggest fear: not being enough. i’ve been struggling with feeling like i’m not good enough all my life, but the past weeks it’s been worse and worse cause situations occured where it was proven i wasn’t enough for people that meant the world to me. so even the tiniest little thing triggers that insecurity and the emotion that comes with it. a lot of times in my life i’ve given my all and then on a random tuesday those people decided to drop me. it’s a fear that’s been taken out of proportion and made to be way bigger than it is in my head. i’m aware of this, but it takes a lot of time to work on. i just want to be enough man, but as if right now my mind keeps telling me that i’m not and that everyone would be perfectly fine going on with their lives and wouldn’t even notice if i disappeared right now. on top of that my anxiety has been taking a toll on me. i posted about it previously, but i have panic attacks at least twice a day now and it’s just exhausting. i try to keep up a happy face as much as i can, i don’t really like to talk about it honestly, but i feel like i have to in order for people to have somewhat of an understanding of the change in my behaviour. i don’t mean to hurt anyone, but my fears have been taking control so at any given opportunity i feel like it’s easier to be a bitch and push people away. because at least in that way i’m the one to blame and it doesn’t happen randomly. i know that sometime soon i’ll be okay again, but as if right now i’m not and that’s okay too. i’m trying my best to stay the kind person i am, but within all of this happening i just lost myself and am trying to find back who i am. right now, i feel like that little 6 year old mel again. begging to be loved by the ones around her and wondering why she couldn’t be enough to receive that. it’s all in my head, i know there’s people that love me, but as i stated before the negative thoughts and insecurities are beating out the logic sense in my head and taking control. i’m sorry if i lashed out to you or hurt you in any way, i’m trying my best to not let in influence things too much but girl i’m just tired. exhausted. things will get better though, i know they will.. it’s just a matter of when. lots of love, mel <3

saudi arabia gotta be

DOOM      ❤ 102    ▲2

the gayest place in the world how can we have women there and make them have to be fully dressed lmfao but big hairy drew mcintyre can run around bare chested with his cock and hair ass and balls hanging out

i feel like

shrimpfriedrice      ❤ 100    ▲3

no one remembers Tengaged user Perry10 who robbed a bank at gunpoint i frequently think of her bc there was a news article about it where they quoted her saying “Give me the money and I am not kidding.”

HEY

hauntedwaves      ❤ 87    ▲8

for those of you who are waiting for my new blox game to drop i fell asleep after my body couldnt take me being awake any longer (my girl sin gets it), im just putting the final details on the game as we speak and then it'll be out by this morning

MOD_Kemi.

Kemi      ❤ 84    ▲3

my fave friend group that im not in

Kemi      ❤ 83    ▲5

The Contexters.

being english but living in canada

DOOM      ❤ 82    ▲9

gotta be most humbling experience of all time cause i’m 6”4, gingery blonde, pale as a ghost and have blue eyes, AND don’t have the harry potter queen accent people think of so i get asked if im scandinavian, german, australian and irish all the time LMFAOOOOOOOO i gotta start speaking right and proper and not like a wildling

i love

Chibi      ❤ 75    ▲8

the start of these long ass blogs, like lets put that middle school education into use guys i love to hear peoples thoughts in depth. i dont wanna just see that someone in frenzy is fake, tell me how from start to finish