Quitting The Site

Only been here two weeks, but I'm out. Sorry to those who actually care, but I can't take this. Going through the same shit I did with Tengaged, and it reminds me why I fucking quit that site, too. I just wear my heart on my sleeve too much. I open my heart and I try to be TOO nice. I'm no gamer. I don't have a strategic bone in my body. I can't do challenges; I'm not autistic, and I'm not that great at a keyboard or phone, so I can't do things like the rest of you can. I get hurt very, very easily. I'm also so gullible, so people take advantage of me fucking easily and stab me in the back with ease, and then mock me when I don't just automatically forgive them because "lol it's just a game, loser, git gud son and don't take it so seriously". Fucking pathetic. I just...I can't take it. I suck at all the challenges and can't win without someone REALLY good helping me, and I can't win anything on my own due to everything else I already said; even after making final 4 in Survivor, my three 'best friends' all just turn on me and stab me in the back and reveal they just used me as a number and didn't care about me at all. I hate it all. Maybe I should just fucking stop caring about reality shows and all this shit in general. All its brought me is pain and misery. Maybe it's not worth it anymore. But I sure as hell know what isn't worth it: this place. Curiosity killed the cat, though; I went to check up on what Tengaged was up to after 2 years, found this place instead, tried to give it another shot...nope, still the same bullshit. Not worth it. Bye.