I'll probably get made fun of for this but

I don't care I'm so tired of disappointing my Race partners. I really try so hard in every challenge I'm given but sometimes it just doesn't go the right way. It's embarrassing to have this many points and games on the site (which some are quick to remind you of) and still have occasions where I can't break 2k on Chainpop or Match3. I listen to all the advice I'm given and try to put it into practice but sometimes I just can't. It's embarrassing to me to see people who joined the site around the same time as me flourish in comps and win and place high and I'm still so far behind them. Most people are very kind when I suck which I appreciate, but a big middle finger to several who have not been. I've got thicker skin than most but being assholes to new players when they suck at challenges is just gonna make them not come back. Be frustrated, but also please be patient when someone isn't on your level. You don't HAVE to win every game. It's okay to lose. Trust me, I do it a lot lol Anyway. I'm gonna keep trying, so don't look for me to go anywhere! I just like to be good at things and it's hard when I'm not <3