i feel so free

not having ties to anyone is so relieving esp when they mistreat you so you’re in constant stress mode.. but like mel is BACK im feeling like myself again fucking finally, no more emotional abuse💅🏻 the only thing is i just feel stupid as fuck but then i think about how my ability to see the good in people is beautiful but also dangerous cause psychos take that and use that shit like no tomorrow but forgot i can set my foot down and stand up for myself in the progress nods i ate im happy i feel relieved period and im taking this as a learning lesson to not give so much to people n first decide if they deserve it