I alone but finish

The truth is, I'm very lonely. My friends got married, have lots of kids, and don't have time for me anymore. I lost my family job because my aunt fired me to keep everything. So, Kovace became my refuge. I tried going to clubs, colleges, trying to build relationships, but it always went badly. I only make connections with my real-life friend, and honestly, I don't want to be alone anymore. This website isn't helping me because Cristi made a Discord group and excluded me. Nobody made another group with me. People talk in the same group, but I created one and nobody talks. What I have to do, according to the psychiatrist, is stop playing games and build real relationships, but that's so hard for me that I take refuge in Kovace. I hate to say it, but even here my only friends are Dale, Ariel, and Emi. I barely know them. I have to leave, and it's very difficult because I have nothing else. I don't care that much about Kovace; it's just that I get so bored. In real life, I'm doing okay financially, actually, and mentally, but I don't want to be alone anymore. Anyway, if God hears my pleas, I will. Real-life connections and I'll leave this page. Thanks to all who were my true friends and to those who used me like Christ, I hope never to see or speak to them again. To hell with them. Greetings and thanks.