watching a frenzy

Metropolis14 hours ago

It feels like this whole game has turned into something I didn’t expect. Instead of feeling fun or competitive in a healthy way, it’s like every single moment is working against me. Every move I make, someone is ready to shut it down. Every time I try to catch a break, something else goes wrong. And the worst part isn’t even the challenges themselves it’s feeling like everyone is against me, like no one wants to see me win or even just breathe for a second. I keep trying to push through it. I tell myself, “Don’t let it get to you, stay focused, keep going,” but honestly it’s exhausting. It’s draining to feel like I’m fighting alone while everyone else has someone in their corner. It makes the whole thing feel heavier than it should be. I can’t help but wonder why it feels so personal, why I’m the one catching all the pressure and all the negativity. It makes me feel invisible and targeted at the same time, which is such a weird and painful mix. What really hits me is how sad it makes me. Not just frustrated — sad. Because I came into this wanting to enjoy myself, wanting to feel like I belonged in the game just as much as anyone else. But instead, I’m sitting here questioning myself, questioning my place, questioning if I’m even wanted in the first place. It hurts feeling like you’re constantly climbing uphill while everyone else seems to be pushing you further down that slope. It hurts feeling like no matter what you do, people don’t want to give you a chance. And it’s not just about losing, it’s about the emotional weight. I feel tired. I feel beaten down. It feels like nobody sees how hard I’m trying — they only see the moments where I fall or the times where I can’t keep up. And that sadness sticks with me, even after the game ends. It stays in my chest, like this heavy feeling that won’t go away, reminding me that I’m doing all of this alone. I don’t want to feel this way. I don’t want to be this hurt or drained. But right now, it’s just really overwhelming. And I wish, even just once, someone would be on my side instead of against me.

Chibi14 hours ago

like i need this queen to win I’m sorry Gremlin. It’s nothing personal but I’m being realistic here. Well first of all, if you truly were loyal to me in this game, I would put strategy aside & emotions first. I would never vote you out. But you did nominate me. I know Charlie did too, so that evens it out for emotion. Strategically, it’s better to vote you out cause I clearly am at the bottom of the 4, which is worse than being at the bottom of 3, which I would be in either side that remains. That’s my thought process using both emotion & strategy combined, & I hope you respect it 🥺 By MightyNikola19, 11 minutes ago

DOOM14 hours ago

You need to get a life lowkey bestie