i just need to rant lol

Lately, being on Kovaze has been miserable. I go on there hoping for a distraction, maybe a bit of fun, but instead I get hit with comments that make me feel small and exhausted. People have been making fun of my eyes 👁️, and it’s honestly one of the things that hurts the most. I don’t understand why something so personal—something that’s just a part of me—is treated like a joke or an excuse to tear me down. I keep telling myself to ignore it, but it sticks with me. It follows me after I close the website, and I find myself thinking about things I shouldn’t have to think about just because someone decided to be cruel behind a screen. I’m tired of pretending it doesn’t affect me. It does. 😔 I’m not asking for perfection or for everyone to like me. I just wish the people there knew how their words land. I wish they understood that I’m a real person, not just some username they can target because they’re bored or insecure. I’m trying to stay strong, but it’s hard. I’m tired of feeling ganged up on. I’m tired of logging in and bracing myself for whatever comes next. I just want a place where I can exist without being picked apart—especially over something like my eyes, something I can’t and shouldn’t have to change. 💔 I needed to say this somewhere, and this is it. I’m hurting, I’m tired, and I deserve better than this. 🌧️