What's a Paradox?

I don't usually break down the meaning behind my usernames, I feel like they're mostly self explanatory, but Wish is probably the most complex one. Have you ever loved someone or something so much that it hurts you really bad and also makes you feel really good at the same time? It's like half of me is the happiest person in the world and the other half of me is the saddest if that makes sense 🥺💔 #YinYangGang