I've always been a disaster with the opposite sex.

I've always been a disaster with the opposite sex. They always made fun of me for my anxiety and my nervous nature, and I don't fit in with the rich girls or the posh girls. Most of them think I'm not rich enough, or especially not cool enough. I do very well with men, though; I make a lot of friends and they all appreciate me. I always wondered why, and well, while I'm not very handsome, there are ugly men who are successful in that department. I tried driving a car, dressing extravagantly, and I had a few dates, but most people kept rejecting me and making fun of me. I don't fit in. Now I see it not because of my clothes or my face, but because of my anxious, paranoid personality. I'm more of a joke than an attraction, but I'm older now, and it doesn't hurt like it used to.