Broken
And People Bow Down To The Premade...
I Am Surrounded By Idiots
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I Hate Everybody On This Goddamn Site
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I don't know why I'm here. Nobody wants me here. All anybody does is make fun of the things I say, mock the fact I have an enemies list, betray and lie to me in every single game I play, talk shit about me like I don't matter...why am I even here? Why does it even matter? I'm feeling just as bad as I did when I was on Tengaged. I seriously wish that I could just...never mind.
I should just make a bunch of multi-accounts and play games only with myself. Sin and her moderation team would ban them all in no time, but at least for a short period of time...I'd at least feel happy. Because right now, I'm just a crying mess. It feels like the days when I was in school, when I was beaten up, bullied, teased, and isolated. It's funny how no matter how old you get...some things just stay the same.
Every time I go to sleep, I always do silently wish that I would never wake up. I'd love to just dream forever...because at least in my dreams I can't be hurt, and I'd finally be free of pain. But, alas, I'm still here. Sad.
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Hang in there! It is just a game. There are people on this site that are human and care!
Hey its a game your life is more important Dont take loss as personnal its not. Kovaze doesnt describing you and your value. Stay strong and just take a break maybe ? Talk to someone irl about your feeling
Im sorry you feel this way but you can actually have good friends on here if you can get to a place where the games aren't that serious to hate people over.
SexyTex yeah we became besties from me nomming you in a stars 15+ years ago
Thumper91 im still upset over it but I will always love you ♥️♥️♥️
SexyTex LMAOOO I’ll make it up to you in celebs 🫶
Thumper91 the ONLY way im playing Celebrities with you is if the do duos again so you cant backstab me!
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Id agree with sirvivor tbh also as someone that was chronically a cunt. Sometimes taking that step back and going "no in overreacting over something stupid here" does the world lf good . That said dont let kovaze bleed into your self worth . Keep your head up and keep pushing :) if you ever need a chat drop me a message .
I honestly hate you feel this way :/ no one should ever feel this alone 😭your family would be devastated without you! Always remember there is someone who loves you
I promise this is constructive but I think you literally just need to try to be nicer to people and most problems will solve themselves.
And yes I’m speaking from experience as a former cuntologist