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Fire
I don't forget. I really thought you were a friend to me. A loyal ally and a genuine, kind person. But then you just started to stab me in the back in games...again, and again. And you laughed it off and shrugged and acted like it was no big deal. You basically treated my kindness like dirt. You used me for numbers in games, and then in other games when you had 'better' numbers...you disposed of me. Like I was nothing. And you think I'm just gonna forgive that and not care? Sure, a lot of people on this stupid site WON'T care, since they just don't have a lot of emotional depth to their characters...but I'm not one of them. I DO care, and I DO get hurt. Easily. You think YOU'RE sensitive? Please. Try being a suicidal mess like me.
So, yes, I hold grudges. I'm easy to forgive and my door is always open, but until then...I don't let things go. Because I've been a goddamn doormat my entire life. I'm ALWAYS being used, and abused, and treated like shit. Well, I don't put up with it anymore. If people act 'nice' to me, but then are quick to go back on it when the need arises...they're gonna get my wrath. Point, blank, period. And, yes, you're one of the (many) people who have used me and shrugged it off like my feelings didn't even matter, and I don't appreciate it. So me giving minor little comments in the silly poll box? Sorry, but I feel like it's more than fair. They're MY feelings, and I'm allowed to feel, and express, how I want. I don't like being treated badly.
5 votes, 33 points
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Idk you but I hope you’re okay ❤️ Sending you good energy!
im a suicidal mess as much as the next guy i dont think thts why u take games too personally this site is a lot more fun if u step back and realize tht ur connections r more than what they do to u in a game
pandaexpressfan7 See, I'm sorry, but you don't get it. Not everyone has the same one-track mind that you do. The whole "it's just a game, don't take it seriously" mantra. You can't expect everyone to feel that way...and it's disrespectful to try and MAKE people feel that way. For people such as yourself, it's likely true that these games ARE just silly and 'meant for fun'. But, for others...such as myself...we have NOTHING in life. I have literally nothing. If I were to die tomorrow...I'd have no legacy. Nothing left behind that's memorable. Nothing to care about me. Nothing. So...at the VERY least...being able to win some things here and there...become good at certain things...no matter how trivial...can mean a lot to someone. It can make them feel good about themselves. I don't have money to buy a bunch of shit. Or go on vacations. Or get a stupid girlfriend. Or buy a stupid fancy car. Or have some high-paying job. Or a bunch of amazing skills that would wow even Albert Einstein. I don't HAVE any of that shit. So the little things that can bring me joy...it means a hell of a lot more than it would normal people such as yourself. And THAT'S why I take things more seriously than you and others.
Tailslover13 look we could go misery for misery but at the end of the day me not taking things personally is not connected to how depressed i am compared to you. but i know how you feel because i do feel these things about my own life, my point rly was just to think of the bigger picture about what it actually means to vote someone out on this site. only 1 person wins, the whole point of the game is to vote each other out. expecting everyone to just do what you want just bc u may be sad is kinda unrealistic, but it also does not mean they hate you or think you are nothing just because you got voted out. you are connecting something very real and emotional to a silly little big brother game, u would have so much more fun on here if you just laughed about the bullshit that happens here. that doesnt mean u cant be mad about it and get ur lick back on them, but holding an actual grudge is just making u feel worse.
I understand, my hangup is that I did a move you did in 2 previous games. Final 5 in hysteria. You saved GuiltyAsSin over me after we worked together all game. I did the same thing a week later with no malice, it just was a hard decision at F5. I understand you’re hurt, and I appreciate you writing this to explain where you’re coming from
Fire I appreciate you unblocking me btw that’s nice
Fire I'm pretty sure it was more than just that. Sure, that was one thing...but I think we were also in yet another game later on, and you yet AGAIN tried to vote me out (or you actually did). I can't honestly remember. But it was kinda a thing of "Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, shame on me." So at that point I was fed up. But, if I did save Guilty over you...well, she was literally the first person to add me as a friend on this site, and they're not as strong of a player as you are, so...I just wanted them to try and go further than they normally would. I don't know. But, well, regardless, you're welcome for this and stuff.
Fire Yeah, I am of one of tailslover13 friends in this site, I think if he did that, it's not his intention to betray you, it is just hard to pick. But on your other games I really don't know what happened and I like you both, so I hope things will be fix between both of you <3
GuiltyAsSin Yeah totally! This makes sense, I also understand putting up a protective layer after being hurt by people many times before, you just wanna prevent it from happening again. I don't think we've played sense then to be fair, but maybe soon we can try again!