i literally embarrassed myself

so badly today at the dentist.............. 😭 so the lady who was cleaning my teeth fucking vaguely was like "oh that spot on your tongue is really concerning have you noticed that?????" and i was like WTF NO???????? and shes like "yeah we def need to monitor that and have it looked at blah blah blah" and im like WTFFFFFFFFFFFF my mind instantly goes to the lady on tiktok who had to have her tongue removed from cancer or something and literally cant even fucking talk and has to rely on gravity to fucking eat. so after my cleaning the ACTUAL DENTIST comes in to do his checkup and when he asks if i have any concerns i literally BURST INTO TEARS AND YELL "THERES SOMETHING WRONG WITH MY TONGUE" and im literally CRYING CRYING at this point like bro im not gonna have my fucking tongue removed just EUTHANIZE ME (i did say this to him later on LMFAO). anyways hes like a deer in headlights looking at me like O_O and all that for nothing cus after his exam he said it was not concerning at all either i just bit it in my sleep or ate something hot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so anyways i get to keep my tongue hehe