I wasn’t close with any of these 3

So I don’t need like sympathy or anything!! But the amount of death in my immediate/surrounding circle is astounding right now. About a month ago my best friend coworkers brother was murdered. And on Saturday one of my best friends mother died. And later that night my cousin died in a car crash When I was home visiting today I went to see my 91 year old grandmother cause omg, you just never know