I listened to a podcast about attachment styles today

And made some notes in my journal to discuss at therapy tomorrow, we've been working on some of my deep trauma rooted issues with relationships and even friendships and trust and why I am drawn to emotionally unavailable men, etc. And I was like wow, this is clicking. Then this very flaky guy I like texted me to say hi, and I was like <3<3<3 so yeah, basically it will be another 5 years before I am a functioning normal adult woman.