my expectations for kovace

My expectations for Kovace were very high—maybe too high. My real-life best friends are very religious; they have about ten kids and have to look after them, so they don't have time for anything else. We also sold the family business, leaving me with all the free time in the world andno one to talk to. I hoped Kovace would fill those voids; I think I put too much pressure on him. I need something to do and some companionship. I’ve been thinking about Tinder or getting a puppy, but the idea of ​​a living being depending on someone as unstable as I am terrifies me—which is also why I’ve never had a wife or children.