Lifeiscool treats Royal the same way i treat Celebrities at least we are passionate about what we like 🥺

was actually a multiple day battle and skilled players actually won. Kinda sad to see its now the winner is based off of the same premade who live off the fumes of this AI site. If you aren't a winner of the before-premade 50 player royale era then ur not a real winner. #MakeRoyaleGreatAgain

https://www.kovaze.com/group_thread/220 #DNTM3

Only if ur drunk

i really just wrote that bc i was having a lot of emotions this morning and writing my feelings out makes me feel better, especially when i do it in a way i can share with others. i appreciate all the love and kind words. i really just wanted to remind everyone to love on their mom if they have the opportunity. losing a parent is something you can’t understand without experiencing. when my mom died, i spun out like crazy. hard drugs, risky sex work, the whole nine yards. when i would have suicidal thoughts as a middle/high schooler, i always said i would have to wait until my mom died to follow through. when that actually happened, it was so surreal. the fact i'm still here is something i genuinely will always be proud of. life has been really shitty to me at times and my brain is an asshole, but i keep moving. this is kinda unrelated but it felt relevant. people can talk shit about these communities and how weird all of this really is when you think about it, but if it wasn’t for Amandasings04, i probably wouldn’t be here. even if i was still here, without her, i doubt i would be in a loving marriage, mostly sober (weed doesn’t count and i like to drink a little on special occasions), and relatively sane. the gay people on your phone really can be your lifeline when you need it. thank you amanda for being my other half and best friend, even when we wanna tear each other limb from limb

sin I’m glad to see my voice was finally heard

sin to up the plus and neg limit to 25 instead, enough time has passed now and theres been more than enough opportunities to get flames give me what i want

a vague blogging contest and your opponent is DOOM, scary hours for you :S @_@

some days it just really hits different. it’s been 9 years since my mom died. that really is what divided my life into “before” & “after”. i’m still wishing for the light, drive, and energy the “before” me had. sometimes i’ll see a thing, this time a video of someone talking to their mom on the phone, and it’ll just take me back to when it was fresh. i would move mountains for one more conversation. i’m always wishing she could meet my wife. the day she told me she had cancer, she gave this spiel about all the milestones she’ll miss and that’s the first thing that really broke me. my wife is the most kind, generous, patient, tenacious person i’ve ever known. she reminds me so much of my mom sometimes. i know they would love each other so much and i do feel robbed of their relationship. i grieve that stuff all the time. i wish she would’ve gotten to meet my best friend’s kids. honestly, i just wanna hear her take on so many things that have happened since she left, the serious and the stupid. the insurrection, kamala harris (she would’ve loved her), the 2020 primary (she would’ve probably voted joe biden but would have loved pete and elizabeth warren), felicia and angela on big brother (she would fucking hate angela), survivor 40 and 50, the covid lockdowns. just all of it. when i was in high school, my sister and i would bitch about how she always took 10 minutes to tell a 1 minute story. if given the chance today, i’d listen to her talk for an hour about a 30 second interaction. i know not everyone has the same warm and fuzzy feelings i get when i think about my mom. for those of you with moms who were abusive or neglectful, i love you. for those of you with living moms who deserve to be in your life, please remind her how much you love her. that’s really all i ask. to those of you who are mothers, thank you. moms are the most badass people out there and i’m so proud of you.

So, as many of you are aware I crashed out completely earlier this week, as embarrassing as that is for me to write. I was looking for any excuse at this point to crash out and saw my out with that group game. I would like to state that the group game nor anything from it was the cause of me crashing out. I'd also like to apologize formally to the entire hosting staff and any player, who was negatively impacted by my meltdown on Tuesday. That wasn't fair to any of you, and I sincerely apologize for it. I've hadn't let many people in to my personal life on here, so the vast majority weren't aware of what I've been dealing with. I had talked previously about my father's health issues and that I had dropped everything this spring to move nearly 1300 miles to move to Miami to take care of him and get him back home. I was doing this all on my own without either of my brother's help. I was still paying rent for my place back home as well as a place in Miami. I was also trying to support and be there for two young children who don't fully understand why I'm not there and they can't see me every day. Needless to say the gravity of all this had been weighing on me heavily for awhile. I was to the point where I was drinking a fifth of vodka every two days. Becoming a functioning alcoholic to deal with everything, and it came to a head this week. I was standing in the bathroom with the cold steel of a knife blade pressed to my wrists, ready to end all the pain and emotional distress I've been keeping bottled up for the past several months. And then I thought about my parents and my kids, and I just couldn't press the blade into my skin. I collapsed onto the floor and just broke down. I called my younger brother and let him know what was going on and where I was at mentally. He got ahold of our older brother and they caught the first flight they could down to Miami. They said they would make sure they got our dad and his belongings back home, and that he could stay with my older brother. They also agreed to help take the burden off of me, because they didn't realize how much I was actually dealing with. After having my father squared away, I drove to a mental health clinic and rehabilitation center and voluntarily checked myself in for five days. While there, I was able to start the detox process from all the vodka I've been consuming the last few months and receive some much needed counseling and therapy. I will continue counseling and therapy sessions and attend AA meetings down here while I finish tying up loose ends so I can also return home. They have also linked me up with a counseling center back home and provided me information on support groups I can join to keep me responsible and honest with the substance abuse. I don't fully expect anyone to have read this far. But, this was a embarrassingly low moment in my life that I deeply regret ever happened. To those who reached out to me that day, some who barely knew me I appreciated reading those messages when I got home from the clinic today. I'm not sure how much I will be around the next week or two as I tie up all my loose ends in Miami and try to get my life back on track once I return home, but I did just want to provide an update and explanation for anyone who was concerned or wondering.

aka your user ID Sin User ID: 1

Did you know, that Kovazia was the first nation in the world to legalise same sex marriage? It's true. In honour of that we present you these two beautiful flames by Brookie and they are also the final flames from Brookie's Spring Summer '26 Collection. Super cute I love it <3 Happy gay!

its nice to be able to have full "outfits" but it kinda defeats the purpose of having other categories like shoes, accessories, necklaces, etc... some of these outfits people post have such potential but when they include shoes, purse, iphone, necklace, bracelet, etc is just TOO MUCH !!!

In the 6th round of the game we lost 1 of the best strategists to ever play BB the fan faborite winner of BB23 and hopefully a future returnee player that comes back to play again 31st Place: Tiffany Mitchell (Big Brother 23) In this round the first 29 to get a spoon will be moving onto round 8! Only 1 spoon is needed for the contestant to go into the next round and you only can give out 1 spoon! Cast: Danielle Reyes 🥄- SAFE Lisa 🥄- SAFE Jun 🥄- SAFE Alison 🥄- SAFE Diane 🥄- SAFE Janelle 🥄- SAFE Daniele Donato 🥄- SAFE Jen 🥄- SAFE Keesha 🥄- SAFE Renny 🥄- SAFE Libra 🥄- SAFE Chima Rachel 🥄- SAFE Britney 🥄- SAFE Kalia 🥄- SAFE Porsche 🥄- SAFE Helen 🥄- SAFE Elissa 🥄- SAFE Nicole Franzel 🥄- SAFE Vanessa 🥄- SAFE Davonne 🥄- SAFE Natalie 🥄- SAFE Bayleigh 🥄- SAFE Hannah 🥄- SAFE Taylor 🥄- SAFE Cirie 🥄- SAFE Felicia 🥄- SAFE Angela 🥄- SAFE Ashley 🥄- SAFE Morgan 🥄- SAFE 40th: Kaitlyn 39th: Jessica 38th: Chelsie 37th: Shelly 36th/35th: Liz 36th/35th: Nicole Anthony 34th/33rd: Makensy 34th/33rd: Jordan 32nd: Rockstar 31st: Tiffany IceBeast M2thamax jessiejedi o_o Cray DrewmeliaBedelia Amandasings04. DailyIcon JACK_O_LANTERN DanceMonkey PenguinOwen126 GeminiFoxx MattyChamps PosterBoy MrsChloeKayCecci Akshar katheryn LEXEY Melanie Cinnamon Dakota Felicity AngieKstan Ethan Gabs DOOM PadamPadam Sobriquet bubba lunalux BUnderscore Icon JonJ Fancy Mileena Tayvie Koolness234 juliabigby Cherry Containment Marquis Cyberous TheBreeze Jojingus Kallie JennaMarbles Spikedcurley JJ26 Bim spartagow Dreamfyre Bagel aronice theworldofjj AntonB Tiffany venharim itsamodernlife

or am I just a relic of the past?

Thanks to KaliMinaj for the idea. Since I just placed 4th in #DNTM3 and still have way too many photos sitting in my ChatGPT history, I figured I'd share some of the ones that never made the cut. Maybe one of these would've earned me a few extra points. Maybe one of them gets me to the finale. Or maybe I made the right choice all along. We'll never know, but here's my alternate timeline. 🏀 Hoop Fever 🏀 🏙️ City Giants 🏙️ *originally wanted this phoenix rising from the ashes but it didn't really fit the neon vibes no matter how hard I tried, but it looked cool so still showing it* ⛽️ Gus Me Up ⛽️ ⚠️ Caution ⚠️ ♟️ Beyond Chess ♟️ 🇬🇧 London Calling 🇬🇧 dimitra marilise fiji jane torimarie seong thiii goomybear lewis robbieriot tisha dailyicon bosslady

i really just wrote that bc i was having a lot of emotions this morning and writing my feelings out makes me feel better, especially when i do it in a way i can share with others. i appreciate all the love and kind words. i really just wanted to remind everyone to love on their mom if they have the opportunity. losing a parent is something you can’t understand without experiencing. when my mom died, i spun out like crazy. hard drugs, risky sex work, the whole nine yards. when i would have suicidal thoughts as a middle/high schooler, i always said i would have to wait until my mom died to follow through. when that actually happened, it was so surreal. the fact i'm still here is something i genuinely will always be proud of. life has been really shitty to me at times and my brain is an asshole, but i keep moving. this is kinda unrelated but it felt relevant. people can talk shit about these communities and how weird all of this really is when you think about it, but if it wasn’t for Amandasings04, i probably wouldn’t be here. even if i was still here, without her, i doubt i would be in a loving marriage, mostly sober (weed doesn’t count and i like to drink a little on special occasions), and relatively sane. the gay people on your phone really can be your lifeline when you need it. thank you amanda for being my other half and best friend, even when we wanna tear each other limb from limb

#ASBB3DirectorsCut Adam - the season 2 alternate who almost flew out to Dubai and earned his ASBB3 spot for his readiness/patience during a stressful first week of s2 bubba - This is obvious I mean it’s bubba sue… I saw her being funny on the blogs page and mailed her asking if she could play ASAP. Luckily she said yes with such short notice! dailyicon - submitted an audition video. I can’t say no to that desh - I wouldn’t let her play season 1 or 2 bc she had too many connections so season 3 was always her time dino - glaceon was like “we need DINO” and I said hell yeah we do. he was locked from that point. dumblonde - initially a loved one in the jaded-diary-room. Jaded convinced her and once she applied she was locked. She accidentally dropped out unknowingly and there was funny drama involving Bonevivor kallie I mean come on. I had reservations about casting someone younger but that’s a kovaze icon. Once I told her the rule is “if I say stop you gotta stop” she was locked. Shoutout glaceon for recruiting this queen. thewoman ft Brookie Woman and I go way back so it was only a matter of time until she entered my house. Frenzies make brookie want to die so I knew the only to get her to even have her name on a cast list was to staple her to her best friend TheWoman and tell her she literally didn’t have to do anything at all. Update here is Brookie’s message to all houseguests who try to talk to her. melanie - if I could go back in time and cast 1 person on ASBB1 it’d be Melanie. Like this one’s obvious nick - same reason as gabs in ASBB2! If I think you were dealt a bad hand and have more to show, you can expect a return ASAP. Life, Big Brother, and ASBB are not fair. If you take it on the chin & fight for your life then I’ll have you back immediately. nicorobin - alt for season 1, then for season 2 she became a comp director and helped build the final 4 HOH comp! she’s had an open invitation so she saw the color for ASBB3 and signed up. ohemgee - she blogged this https://kovaze.com/blog/132754 ralts023 - everyone knows Ralts is the Spanish icon and the better Raul (glaceon is the worse). Ralts playing ASBB was inevitable and luckily Glaceon secured her for season 3! randybandy - we like needed this king. Season 3 was his time I think glaceon suggested him and I said oh 1 thousand percent. shavedboosie - this one’s funny actually. So I blogged like “the Queen’s here” and she commented something about her being the queen idk. I saw her other blogs and profile and I said “sorry glaceon I know I said you’re the casting director but I need…… shavedboosie.” We almost had a cast of 16 hgs and I talked to her about being an alternate. She told me how this show needs her more than she needs this show, then fought people in the viewers lounge, then left the server and blogged shade about angiekstan. I was busy hosting the finale of ASBB2 but when I returned I told her “I needed to see you fight for your spot. Get back in the server you’re on the cast.” spartagow ijbol how can you not cast spartagow hello. Another amazing find from glaceon thumper91 - if you were on tg for a certain period of time then you know if THE thumper91 wants to play you make it happen. glaceon suggested her and I said omg I didn’t even know that was a possibility. yeri - if you’re a Kovaze OG you know this is a fucking icon. This is my favorite daughter (the other is mackey aka the first boot of the first season) who took a break from kovaze to focus on slaying school. She was another late addition to the cast and I was scared af that she missed the premiere. But when she showed up on day 2 the entire prod staff cheered. She was staying with Angie at her island and the weather was preventing Angie’s Private Jet from taking off. Luckily she made it to the house before nominations. I’m a proud mother.

It just feels correct. Oh Royale, how I've missed you! Thank you to my Royale buddies spartagow Ricardogv Glaceon Chase Jaded sobriquet Tide Axel <3 Also how cute to see Jake, Katherinee_ and Akshar as the recent winners! Love it! <3

Than people who can compulsively lie about such serious and scary things

im not for destroying planet earth and stuff but when people try to cancel ppl for using ai... Girl, look at the world. There is no turning the tide anymore, The government takes away enough of our life, i have no care to fight for change in 2026 lol. My few gallons of water a month is nothing compared to these data centers taking over reality. Me choosing not to use ai will change nothing. Anyway, thats just my opinion :)

about biased opinions from the public, people have no references, dont know more than 2 magazines, are tacky af... You can cheer for someone without trying to throw the others under the bus, bitchy af byeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Welcome Back to Angie's Island. In the last episode, three new couples were formed by an audience vote. Envious was the only Islander who remained single after the shakeup and was sent off to the Hideaway Suite with the newest bombshell, Poof! Poof is Bisexual, Masc and he was once in a fraternity! He's a super sweet person with really big feelings and an even bigger heart. His energy was needed in the Villa! Poof had a decision to make. Become a couple with Wes or Enter the Villa alone and search for a different connection. Back in the Villa, Justini and Nikky reconnected over their past and wondered if maybe this time they could really make things work, not for the game but for themselves. Sprite got really into Star Wars and PosterBoy got really into staying mad (splish splish splash). Cristi and Melanie braided each others hair and brainstormed some new Lesbian Pride Designs for the Shops. Dimitra debuted a brand-new Green Bikini, leaving everyone wondering when would it arrive in Dimilux? I arrive at the Hideaway Suite to film a One on One with Poof. He has decided that he will be coupling up with Wes, meaning both will be entering the Villa. That's all for tonight, but stayed tuned. I will need to Kovaze's voice very soon. Good night Islanders <3 CURRENT COUPLES: Cristi & Melanie Dimitra & Kodua Envious & Poof Glitter & Unfortunate Jaded & Tisha Justini & Nikky PosterBoy & Sprite

luxray melodrama jdaddy jtee is real and would never celebrate my death the way you 3 did. despicable.