I’m sad ☹️

We have to put my dog down tomorrow he has been in a lot of pain to the point he can barely walk.. he’s an older dog and been in my life for the last 8/9 years I got him as a birthday gift and he’s been my baby ever since it just sucks a lot I lost my other dog 2 years ago so at least I know he will be with her again but I don’t want to be without him ☹️