oh oh okay. oh okay.

so after finally being less depressed after 2 HORRIBLE weeks id learn that my 11 year old dog has anywhere from 3 weeks left to 3 months to live and that cancer is spreading all over her body and its basically fully inoperably AND fully incurable so i spent hundreds and hundreds on stuff over the span of a month figuring that she has some old dog disease or a thyroid problem bc shes acting completely normal and all we get from the news (after spending HUNDREDS AND HUNDREDS of dollars) is that we need to prepare for her imminent death ................................................................................ it just sucks