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if you used to drink/do drugs
daily, but now you dont... what was your breaking point or reason for stopping? i used to literally get shit face drunk every single night from like 2019-2022.... i would leave work at 4pm, stop at the gas station, get like $30 worth of buzz balls, beatbox, fireball, snacks, etc... come home and be sooo drunk by 5pm, stay up till 12-1am and then get up at 6:30am and go teach 6 year olds LMAOLMAOLAMO... literally repeat every single night!!!!!!!!!!!!
my breaking point is what we refer to as the "call of duty discord incident" ............ where i got so drunk i blacked out playing Warzone in a public voice chat and literally had no idea where i was or what i was doing, and then proceeded to use a wine bottle IN A VERY INAPPROPRIATE WAY THAT IT WAS NOT INTENDED TO BE USED FOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! then i immediately threw up in a target bag, but i was scared my parents would find it so i literally double bagged it and took my own fucking throw up with me to work the next day to dispose of it............................ glad to say that part of my life is over !!!! hehe
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I remember hearing about this wine bottle thing
I love your transparency. I’ve smoked weed every day for the past 10 years and I kinda just wanna meet my every day sober self. I wanna start showing up 100% of the time for myself and others and I can see weed is preventing that in a lot of different ways. I’m just kinda scared of the person I’ll become when I’m withdrawing. I think that’s what stops me
Jake i believe in you! people say weed is not "addictive" or "bad" but i've honestly seen it control people's lives. i dated someone who literally couldn't even go to the movies or on vacation because they were worried about not having weed for more than a few hours lmao....
brookie yes! It's very addictive, especially when you've built it in your every day schedule. It's a little sad when you think about it, but I'm not a teenager or in my younger 20s anymore so the closer I get to 30, the more I realize I really don't want this to be apart of my every day life.
Ily brook 😢🩷
Realizing I was using it to self medicate my adhd symptoms, and realizing it was making my depression and anxiety works Haven’t been high for years, was doing 100-200mg of edibles a day just to feel normal.
Sam pls i used to go 10mg of edibles and would piss myself every. single. time. !!!!!!!!!!!
Sam worst wow can you tell I have adhd and don’t check my typing
I’m so glad you are here with us! We love you brookie!!!
when i had bloodwork done and they told me my liver was failing, then i went 1.5 years sober out of fear. now i had bloodwork done again and my liver levels are back to normal so im back at it fuck it :D
PGamer LMAOOOO???
PGamer : D
PGamer i should clarify i only drink occasionally on weekends now
who has 8 flames and negged my blog?
I'm glad this is a safe space for you to share allat bc whew
itsamodernlife thank you for your support