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I was feeling very overwhelmed and stressed out today, so I took 30 minutes of my lunch break to go run a few miles outside. I can't reiterate how much good some sunlight and fresh air can do to a midday slump :) I highly encourage you, if you are stressing out right now ESPECIALLY IF IT IS ABOUT AN ONLINE GAME, take a walk outside, count your blessings, take some deep breaths, and keep going Hugs love u all

-my first time ever seeing porn was because a user named PayPal posted porn on the blogs page. it gave my computer a virus and Lowkey changed me :) -I never even considered that being in a same sex relationship / romance was a real thing until an adult user told me it was and convinced me to try it because ' they knew I was gay even if I didn't know it yet':) -I assumed that everyone in life had cam sex / sent dick pics as a minor because that was the norm :). It wasn't until years later that I found out every teenager did not in fact do that :) -my ask.fm questions were filled with questions about my dick size, sexual history, underwear, foot size, weird stuff and I would answer it honestly :) It wasn't like a super traumatizing experience for me at the time.. but I definitely think it shaped the way I see validation in relationships and friendships. I've honestly had to retrain my brain from thinking that sexual fulfillment for my partner's wants = love and that I HAVE to be loyal to my irl friends even when they are toxic, because that was the norm on tengaged I had my first T-boyfriend who I still remain close to today. I had some amazing iconic friends and friend groups (Trenyce, Priv, CYA, Noobz, So many more) WHILE there were some not so glamorous aspects of it, I have made some AMAZING friends, including my college roommate DK. I have gotten so cultured and aware of different backgrounds, nationalities, thought processes, and ways to show love that I would have never gotten otherwise. And met some of my absolute favorite people who have shaped my life in amazing ways. I have also been exposed to how nasty people can get for seemingly no benefit. It's definitely made me more cautious as an adult of who I trust with information. So while my teenage years were definitely shaped in a strange way, I still have some great memories and would not be the person I am today without them. Hugs the real ones I've known for half my life!!!

Sin always tries to be fair and look out for others who are being unfairly treated (me included at times! With that being said, some of the users who were cast for a villains game took some comments too far. Sin didn’t react how some would have in the moment, but he’s human too. We all need room to learn and grow He tried something different & it didn’t hit that hard and that’s okay! I think the point has been made; Tisha’s appearance should not have been brought up, just like no one’s appearance should ever be brought up Let’s give some grace and move on. With that being said, a small change is needed and we can get there together. Love y’all 💙

I protected and left jarhead alone all of the quarter quell bc my good friend desh asked me to Just for that freak jarhead to take me out as soon as deshon gets flogged. Sad!!! :( 😢

For Houston’s STREAMED sequester mini 😎😎🫶🕺 -Good cast -good twists -all for YOU Who will make it on the inaugural season 👀

Coming for peoples looks :( Kinda sad!

kind of chaotic kind of everything to me

Mine: Guitar - A Chain Pop - B Words - B Starfall - B Codebreaker - B Holey - B Match 3 - B Flags - C Lucky Drop - C Deal - C Shapes - C Stacker - C

Who's in? How it works: Everyone signs up with a 10c Entry Fee. You will join an Arena Game and compete. The Top 5 will move on to the next round ( 1) random 6th placer. This will continue until there are 11 left, where you will battle for first place. 1st place: 80% of the Prize Pot 2nd place: 15% of the Prize Pot 3rd place: 5% of the Prize Pot what y'all think?

They just wanna be ….. PROTECTED protected @nmh95 this is about you

*NOTE: depending on interest, we may could do this for arena instead.* If I hosted a Race Tournament Saturday, who would play? How it works: -You will sign up to play and be added to a Discord Server -At a predetermined time, all players will join race -The Top 5 Teams from each matchup will move on -This will proceed until there are only 20 players remaining. Those teams will battle for the ultimate prize - KOINZ. Buy in: 50 Koinz. Prize Structure: Winners - 80% of Total Donations. 2nd Place - 15% of Total Donations. 3rd Place - 5% of Total Donations. Estimated Duration: 2 Hours. Example: 80 people play. I am a winner of the final leg. My payout = 1,600 Koinz 80 x 50 = 4000 Total Prize Pot. 80% of that is 3200 to be split between the 2 winners. WHAT DO YALL THINK

how are you feeling today be honest? for me Physical - 7 Mental - 8 Emotional - 10 Spiritual - 9 Social - 9

Congratulations to hwest14 and James, you have won The Race!

I FINALLY GOT A-TIERED IN A COMPETITION (Guitar) 🎸🎸🎸🎸🎸🎸🎸🎸 Hugs thanks to my partners and fans

The public RUINED the fun of the events team because you wanted to bitch about the following: 1. Not being chosen for a TEST FORMAT of an amazing race partners season. You whined about a 30 minute game for 2 weeks. They were testing out the format with friends to make sure it worked so they could host more. Yall were psychos and looked like spoiled privileged brats for that 2. Coaches celebrities - you got mad you didn’t get picked - maybe seem like you could win and a Coach would have picked you?? The reason there are no fun events now are solely because of the public not being able to handle not being chosen first for something and putting Sin in an impossible situation. Genuine baggage that needs to be looked into for some of yall Love the events team always

the special events kinda slapped like they were so good (the few they were allowed to do)