I want eggs in the morning

:(

Purse one of one first one of one

that I was (probably) getting laid off I went home, took my clothes off, grabbed the bottle out of the fridge, sat in bed, and chugged it. I applied for other jobs and cried. then I took extra strength melatonin. *** I don’t recommend mixing alcohol and melatonin because my head was pounding in the morning *** I look like shit I feel like shit but I will be in attendance of the race tomorrow

Texas is a disaster and despite my extreme dedication and passion, myself and some other teachers are effectively being laid off this year. They told us with 20 days of school left that they are “restructuring” the district and taking positions away. This doesn’t make sense because student enrollment has gone up, and the need for teachers has gone up, there’s already vacancies at my school and others in my district, but the people responsible for these decisions see teachers and students as numbers. They are concerned only with lining their pockets. I can’t begin to tell you how many glowing reviews and endorsements I got this year from all of my observations. I did not have a single poor observation. I got some of the best “results” of my career thus far, and I still got the boot. I’ll know *for sure* if my spot has been taken away in a few weeks, but I was basically told to prepare myself for the worst. I’ve been a wreck since. I mean I’m actually a disaster. I love my kids so much and I wanted to be able to watch them grow up. I don’t want to leave. I can’t even finish writing about this because I’m already crying I’ll just leave it at that. I hate what this state has done to public schools. I hate that upper admin gets double/triple the salary and does what is WORST for children. Currently every school district in my part of the state is doing the same thing, so I’m at a crossroads in my life where I’m either going to have to move or change careers. I have no motivation to even get out of bed, let alone make that decision. I’m not religious but I’ll take prayers or thoughts or anything. This is my rock bottom. I’m sorry if I go dark on people. I’ve gone dark on everyone right now, and I’m only on here because I signed up for the race tournament before I got this news. Anyways good luck everyone

I’m so deeply depressed right now I am either crying or numb with no feelings at all and that’s just how it will be for a while

ive been working really hard on something and I don’t really have anyone I feel comfortable talking about it with but I do want someone to be proud of me without explaining it too much

again

might have to eat it with a spoon

as a little treat… we’ll see…

I’ve found enough eggs for everything in the Easter shop! (not counting the male designs) Here’s my egg stats with ranks of most common to least common: #8 alicat 1807 items found 1) Kovaze Egg Found: 295 2) Galactic Egg Found: 251 3) Nature Egg Found: 254 4) Frozen Egg Found: 212 5) Solar Egg Found: 196 6) Angelic Egg Found: 180 7) Deviled Egg Found: 148 8) Lunar Egg Found: 103 9) Floral Egg Found: 86 10) Baby Egg Found: 82

because I am always scared but at the same time I can usually tell when it’s just anxiety or something else. Like when I went to the doctor crying saying I know something is wrong and they said I just needed ibuprofen and to go home. But I knew something was wrong so I went to the ER and it turned out I had pneumonia and a 104 fever

It was fun to have a little shop to sell things I didn’t wear for cheap. And I wish it would come back

Woke up out of sleep with anxiety, had a full on panic attack, burped, pooped, threw up, immediately felt better. wtf is that about?

where it’s like why are u jerking my foot off

User Jackie on this website just sent me a message on discord saying my cats will be fried up and then blocked me. Over outcasted by the way. That’s such a sick and twisted thing to say like are you okay mentally? What the fuck

Do we get anything for being the top 10 egg hunters?

and yeah. I cried 10 separate times