ffa!

anyways if you did not reach out to me at all during the entire game, target someone based on a reason that would lead you to targetting me the very next round, im supposed to not vote you out? i do want to say that i did not throw your name out at all but i made the move that was better for my game and lets be real budweiser, cyberous, and you have all said nothing to me game related so i dont know why would flip into a worst position

I get a day off tomorrow and I chose to spend it by choosing to get emotionally and mentally traumatized why did I do that

randybandy is drunk rn, runaways has a big ego, and i am unproblematic? like i don't know why i have to be put in the same box when i'm nothing of the sort

like for some of the tags i make its like i don't know if its worth 50 coins idk that 50 coins could be used towards something more valuable like a grabber round

whenever i wait like 3 hours to read a reply for an email and it’s just something super milk toast like oh i just worried for no reason oopsies

i have a fear of reading replies??? like only work related because if you’ve dmed me you know I respond asap but like i have like not read a message sent to me 2 hours ago cuz it was related to me screwing up and like the way this is probably unhealthy af and i need help

oh my gosh i hate getting asked about mistakes my past self did like im lowkey gonna get fired or smth eventually i hate this kinda wanna cry

at work and i LITERALLY got an online paint tool to circle smth to show someone and this f*cking person is like i don’t see it I MADE A BIG ASS RED CIRCLE SHOWING IT LIKE HOW DO YOU NOT SEE IT like im currently making this circle big af and adding arrows or some sh*t because i can’t like

maybe i'm just kind of like this i don't know maybe i'm just kind of like this

- getting scolded by my manager - getting asked questions by my coworkers in person - getting asked questions by people who are like at least 1000km away from me (NEW)

like do i get an iced coffee or bubble tea because on one hand im about to fall asleep but on the other hand bubble tea genuinely is like a drug for me that i kinda need rn

oops!

is it just me or i cant like it’s so f*cking long like ik this is like the societal standard but it just feels way too long for me to do

i really don't want to be slandered here but there are definitely people that i have betrayed in the past but i am a nice person outside of the game and i don't really want people to think that my actions in a game reflect personal relationships because like sometimes the best move doesn't involve pleasing everyone but at the end of the day it is just a game and i hope that people don't think that i'm a massive douchebag irl

im at work and someone asked me a question i didn’t know so i like stuttered and then this asshat is like “what language do you speak?” like f*ck you english is my first language???? like why is today not my day

im having such a bad day like im so anxious because of a lot of stuff and im tired but cant sleep for like the next 10 hours at least and my heart is beating a bit im gonna crash out idk aahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i just showed up at work and i wake up to something i did being used as an example of what not to do like okay this is embarassing