I wasnt prepared for this one

Whose lost his dad and he's only 22 , and man did it make everything come flooding back to me. Its crazy now to think about how much i dealt with at such a young age basically by myself . My dad's death , covid, botched police investigation and then my grans death within the space of 12 months. Genuinley dont know how im still even on my feet. That said . Given my life is currently in another downward spiral, its kinda given me the strength to push through it you know? If I can get through probably the worst shit life can throw at me already . This ain't shit . Im going to bounce back stronger again .

Is trash for the theme this week . Masquerade and not one mask ?

let's do some simple addition 1000 koinz for a t-shirt, that's just some ignorant bitch shit I call that getting swindled and pimped, shit

A ukranian soldier destroyed a russian tank thanks too war thunder teaching him the weak spots in its armour 😭 game got a confirmed irl kill 😂 (This isnt recent its just new news to me lmao)

With the onset of sacrifice , its a cool mode , but its seemingly the only mode that people wanna play in arena now 😂 arena was the last game I genuinley enjoyed where I didnt have to socialise to play. Which quite frankly i really dont have the energy for rn , like strategising seems hellish to me rn 😂 . So with that said unless another game where I dont need to be strategising and can just play comps and have fun comes out I shall be retiring 😂 This shall purely be a place i log onto to chat shit about my irl now :) toodles

Would call houseguests shitty behaviour out in their exit interview . Like ill never forget her reading aaryn down and her looking mortified xD Like wish she'd of layed tf into kamu for thr homophobia

Is starting to turn pink , its like a light blush atm 🥹 like ive been looking at it daily just mesmerised by how much it changes xD Got about 7 more growing too Also my hot joker and fire basket chillis like exploded in number 😂 And my tomato plant flowered again Idk i love gardening its so fun

Lowkey im addicted

Time in like 2 weeks, got a perfect in guitar so went to check HOF, and WTF ARE ARCHERY AND PUZZLER .

A dream like . No nightmare like state rn 🫠 I am surviving purely by disassociating

Just woke up and saw the news 🥲

Teardrop in my eye

I dont mean to trauma dump here , I just dont really have any other safe spaces . I feel so empty . Like genuinley just fucking broken down . Battered and worn out . I feel utterly alone . Idek if I have a roof over my head after today . My mind is all kinds of fucked . Idk where to go or what to do . Its like a Maze with no exit. Just dropped in the spirals and corridors.

Wish I was fucking dead. Im sick of foghting just to have everything fall to shit . I have no fight left . I just want fucking out.

A few days atleast . Island seems to be the only thing filling fast and i just dont enjoy it lmao 😭😂 Adios amigos

I will not be wasting money on that , next week ill have the whole female design selection LMAO

I have found my Gregg's sunglasses it is a good day

Quit games .

To help fill it . But then I'm always killed when im asleep before payouts so like 😂 it isnt worth helping fill for yall anymore 😂 stay stuck waiting for those last 2 next time and blame britt LMAO