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Now that Papa, @Luther, Gatorade, AngieKStan, Kemi and Buffy and Cherry have had number one blogs about being sexy, wearing no clothes, fucking, cheating etc - can I please go back to blogging about being embodied, feeling beautiful by being in love even if the relationship is not perfect, or dancing for money - or whatever I want - without being crucified or saying I'm glamorizing abuse?????? I'm fed up with Kovazers saying that I glamorize abuse when in reality I'm just a glamorous person blogging about the realities of what we are all now seeing are very prevalent emotionally abusive relationships all around the world. With all of the topics women are finally allowed to explore I just want to say over the last ten years I think it’s pathetic that my minor exploration detailing my sometimes submissive or passive roles in my relationships has often made people say I’ve set women back hundreds of years. Let this be clear, I’m not not a feminist -but there has to be a place in feminism for women who look and act like me - the kind of woman who says no but men hear yes - the kind of women who are slated mercilessly for being authentic, delicate selves, the kind of women who get their own stories and voices taken away from them by stronger women or by men who hate women. I’ve been honest and optimistic about the challenging relationships I’ve had. News flash! That’s just how it is for many women. And that was sadly my experience up until the point that those blogs were made. So I just want to say it’s been a long 10 years of bullshit reviews up until recently and I’ve learned a lot from them. but I also feel it really paved the way for other women to stop ‘putting on a happy face’ and just be able to say whatever the hell they wanted to in their blogs- unlike my experience where if I even expressed a not of sadness in my blogs I was deemed literally hysterical as though it was literally the 1920s Anyways none of this has anything to do about much but I’ll be dealing some of my feelings in my next two blogs of poetry (mostly the second one) with Simon and Schuster. Yes I’m still making personal reparations with the proceeds of the blogs to my choice of Native American foundations which I’me very happy about. And I’m sure there will be tinges of what I’ve been pondering in my new album that comes out December 5th. Thanks for reading Happy Racing

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It's cozy time. Who else is doing a DWTS & RHOSLC double feature tonight? Tuesdays are my favorite night!

NICE VIBES. See attached for PosterBoy's latest poster. We will be hanging it on the wall and talking rude about the haters. godzillafan29

of everyone you have won a race with is the equivalent to wearing your hospital bracelet to high school when you were there for a wisdom tooth removal. we dgaf.

and thinks we need a play by play on what's happening in her discord chats. Like we really dgaf what Brat and Lover are doing on an hourly basis. I could go a month without knowing and be very happy. Makes you wonder how many people regret their votes.

I'll post the first one that comes to mind upon seeing your name. Lover : Chase : @ShitFart : Godzillafan29 : Pipes : Nebula : @Vans: @Raiden : @WowPlatinum : @lexeyjaneREAL : Justini : puppies : tone: Buffy : Papa : Kemi : @ScarletKing : Morgan : Grrrrrrrracie : AngieKStan : sobriquet : nexa : @Florescent : camell22 :

the cool people saving in Celebs? I decided on saving Justini but wanted to know what other cool people are doing

Apparently @WowPlatinum voted "NO" against Prop 50 in California. For those who don't know, this was the vote on whether or not California should be able to redistrict and gerrymander in order to cancel out the gerrymandering happening in Texas. Gerrymandering is when you draw district lines to essentially rig elections due to demographics. When asked about why she voted this way, this is what @WowPlatinum had to say: "I've been doing a lot of healing and spiritual work and one of my favorite speakers is Mel Robbins and her Let Them Theory. If Texas wants to gerrymander and rig elections, let them! I don't really give a fuck, it doesn't affect me whatsoever. As long as my taxes don't go up, I'm GUCCI". I'm not going to say how I feel about this to maintain journalistic integrity, but what do you all think?

that I could rewatch Fellow Travelers on Showtime if that Mamdani guy won NYC Mayor and he WON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Minie literally talked about KPop to me for 4 HOURS when Celebs first started. I'm not into that Kpop stan stuff so I only knew Blackpink so I brought them up and then she talked to me about how much she HATED them for 5 hours. It was really crazy. Everyone be more nice and kind right now!!!

Well, I saw this one coming. I made an error today and told MusicLover some information I should've kept to myself. We were discussing how to vote and potentially blindsiding Nik and putting him up with Britt to ensure a poll threat got out. After reflecting on this move, I realized it would only benefit MusicLover and not myself. I backtracked and told Music I was switching my vote back. I have a feeling this was the plan the entire time, but only Music would know. Pretty solid move on their end I'm not even gonna lie and pretend this was a bad move, Nik and I are both huge threats to win this game. I think I should get your vote to stay in the game because I have been playing a great game. I was integral in getting Cheesecake out and flipped on him after he left me out of a important vote getting Nik blindsided, which at the time I would've done. I pushed the Druhhbby/Saturn set. I made the first group chat of the game. I pushed several sets that either went through or were used as decoys. I've also faced a lot of adversity this game. I had a user spamming defamatory lies about me in the poll box, commenting it on blogs, making his own blogs, and spreading it on discord too. I was the first person in the game to clock that there were people protecting @Crayadian to either work with him or string him along for an easy poll beat. The reasoning for why he was an easy poll beat was shocking to me, as I'm not as plugged into the community. My name was pushed as a set in the public game chat multiple times before I even touched the block for the first time. Even today, Saturn had some wild stuff to say about me in her vlog and on Discord. On the previous site, I didn't take Stars that seriously. If I got nominated, I would try my best to stay. But being selected for Celebrities 3 honestly made me want to take it more seriously for once. I have never been this online in my life. I even posted a vlog when I was nominated for the first time, which was honestly big for me because I cherish my privacy. I would love to stay and keep fighting my way to the end. If you are feeling fierce and kind, head to the poll box and SAVE POSTERBOY!

Let's be very clear on that. @WowPlatinum doesn't think women should be allowed to vote.

xCharliex I'm so sorry... it was match and my chain pop board I swear...

The Aquarium is now countersuing @WowPlatinum because they have video footage of her... idk how to say this... pooping in a plastic bag and putting it in the public trash instead of just using the restroom like a normal human being. Meanwhile, she did this while leaving her son in a stroller in a completely different section of the aquarium. When asked why she didn't just use the restroom she said, "I'm vegan and can do whatever I want". I support all different diets but I didn't know this was a part of the vegan diet or lifestyle. I will keep you all updated on the two lawsuits because this tea is HOT.

I wanna tell you not to get lost in these petty things Your nemeses will defeat themselves before you get the chance to swing

Thank you to everyone who voted for me to stay! 60.2% is.... iconic.

Well, they finally got me gal! I've been playing this game and playing it hard. Doing long games like this isn't exactly my forte but I know how this game is played and I've been complying. I had a first date tonight and it went well, but getting to my car and seeing that I've been gooped isn't exactly fun, even if I saw it coming. Gamewise, I'm still that PosterBoy.

It's time for a veinte pumpkin cream cold brew