How big of a drain on resources can it be to have two different Arena games and two different Race games? One with repeating comps and one without repeating comps for each, then people can join the format of game that they like.

*cries in old*

but 1st and 2nd place Arenas on my front page. Runaways can't relate

So many Koinz in my bank because of the constant lack of quality male designs in shops.

And Race sits relatively empty in perpetuity. Go ahead and just close the site down.

I started my morning off great. Went to the grocery store to get some last minute stuff for a cookout we're having today. Then I stopped at the gas station to get cigarettes. I decided to buy a $10 scratch-off ticket and won $500

Runaways 4 Arena win streak. He joined thinking the cast was nuke city and I slayed the dragon.

But, we've had double payout Race for nearly 2 weeks and you all never join that game, so I don't feel bad about Royale going away.

with partners in race? Dude picks Lifesaver round 1, doesn't use it when he scores 445 in Treasure Hunt. Doesn't use it when he scores 630 in Starfall...like someone hit me in the head with a baseball bat please.

my partner had in me to carry in race by picking the Stilettos, but know your cast lol We weren't never gonna walk unless it was a luck comp. Team 1 - GatoPisado & JTee Team 2 - Ralts023 Team 3 - Jaded & PureEssence Team 7 - Oren Team 8 - Envious & Jdaddy Team 9 - Connor Team 6 - AngieKStan & Robert991

in Ricardogv's shop hint hint wink wink

Some place, somewhere, koolness234 is going bananas over the fact that Serena and Venus are playing doubles together at Wimbledon this year.

Sign up for Connor's special race game. We're not gonna get events if the ones we do have now don't get support

So, as many of you are aware I crashed out completely earlier this week, as embarrassing as that is for me to write. I was looking for any excuse at this point to crash out and saw my out with that group game. I would like to state that the group game nor anything from it was the cause of me crashing out. I'd also like to apologize formally to the entire hosting staff and any player, who was negatively impacted by my meltdown on Tuesday. That wasn't fair to any of you, and I sincerely apologize for it. I've hadn't let many people in to my personal life on here, so the vast majority weren't aware of what I've been dealing with. I had talked previously about my father's health issues and that I had dropped everything this spring to move nearly 1300 miles to move to Miami to take care of him and get him back home. I was doing this all on my own without either of my brother's help. I was still paying rent for my place back home as well as a place in Miami. I was also trying to support and be there for two young children who don't fully understand why I'm not there and they can't see me every day. Needless to say the gravity of all this had been weighing on me heavily for awhile. I was to the point where I was drinking a fifth of vodka every two days. Becoming a functioning alcoholic to deal with everything, and it came to a head this week. I was standing in the bathroom with the cold steel of a knife blade pressed to my wrists, ready to end all the pain and emotional distress I've been keeping bottled up for the past several months. And then I thought about my parents and my kids, and I just couldn't press the blade into my skin. I collapsed onto the floor and just broke down. I called my younger brother and let him know what was going on and where I was at mentally. He got ahold of our older brother and they caught the first flight they could down to Miami. They said they would make sure they got our dad and his belongings back home, and that he could stay with my older brother. They also agreed to help take the burden off of me, because they didn't realize how much I was actually dealing with. After having my father squared away, I drove to a mental health clinic and rehabilitation center and voluntarily checked myself in for five days. While there, I was able to start the detox process from all the vodka I've been consuming the last few months and receive some much needed counseling and therapy. I will continue counseling and therapy sessions and attend AA meetings down here while I finish tying up loose ends so I can also return home. They have also linked me up with a counseling center back home and provided me information on support groups I can join to keep me responsible and honest with the substance abuse. I don't fully expect anyone to have read this far. But, this was a embarrassingly low moment in my life that I deeply regret ever happened. To those who reached out to me that day, some who barely knew me I appreciated reading those messages when I got home from the clinic today. I'm not sure how much I will be around the next week or two as I tie up all my loose ends in Miami and try to get my life back on track once I return home, but I did just want to provide an update and explanation for anyone who was concerned or wondering.

After the actions that have transpired today in Skinnisha Survivor by certain players and some hosts, mainly the fact they tolerated a player bringing my children into a fight in the game and wouldn't try and understand what I had to say. Coupled with other facts in my real life, I have decided that life isn't worth living anymore. And I'm frankly, just not going to live in it anymore. To the few people who I got to know fairly well and make friends with, I thank you for your kinship and wish you all the best.

Jaded for the gift <3 Loves you so much! Thanks for being my Kov-husband's bff

I'd love to get my 10th gift

That forever piss me off to where i swear i'd never return.. (and return every few months..) Holey Chain-pop Balloons (moreso when it had the lag)