i’m melanie, 22 and sometimes i cry because i can’t open a peanut butter jar

kovaze:) i hope everyone had either a lovely day or slept very well❤️

hey

itsamodernlife

you get bitten by a shark and instead of leaving the water and healing the wounds, you swim after the shark and ask it why it did that

because i have sm shit to do for school but its stressing me out so instead i avoid it and procastinate because i just cant oversee it anymore

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my truth or bite my tongue n forever hold my peace

so i don’t care about what you all say about me

not having ties to anyone is so relieving esp when they mistreat you so you’re in constant stress mode.. but like mel is BACK im feeling like myself again fucking finally, no more emotional abuse💅🏻 the only thing is i just feel stupid as fuck but then i think about how my ability to see the good in people is beautiful but also dangerous cause psychos take that and use that shit like no tomorrow but forgot i can set my foot down and stand up for myself in the progress nods i ate im happy i feel relieved period and im taking this as a learning lesson to not give so much to people n first decide if they deserve it

like it really hurts. that bruise, on your ego

bad situations deliver beautiful things as well.. found a sister for life thanks to men being trash n for that i’m thankful arycierra20 ❤️❤️❤️❤️

is back on the market again yall xx feeling like james bond dodging a bullet wheww, ty to all my friends for supporting me and waking me the fuck up:)

so hard in this community omg why does everyone hate me now

start planning my funeral ive got work to do hmmmm

i look like a hot girl going out for a night at the club now thanks to cheesecake

i had the worst mental breakdown ever last night, like fell onto the floor crying typa shit LMFAOO like i dont let it all out often but when i do babes oh its bad.. n then my best friend drove 30 mins to come see me at like 11:30pm and that shit meant so much to me like i feel blessed with a friend like her but anyways today has been such a good day! like i’m slaying so hard… ive been productive, focussed on myself sosososososo much and treated myself by ordering the best lunch EVER! sometimes u need to break to shine again and baby i am shining so damn bright with a lot of new lessons learned 😍

that im still introvertttttttttttttt