that the events for the gala are so european phobic, couldve thought about that like what do u mean enrollment for an arena at 4am? i hope that future events part of the gala will be more europe friendly, because trust i will be fighting for european rights.

my date christos and i just arrived at the gala.. we posed at the carpet and of course we went straight to the bar for champagne afterwards. so excited to be here!

sin please block me from shops i cant handle it anymore it’s too much i just spent again please i have an addiction its unhealthy

my bank account is crying right now i went fully fucking rogue but i’d do it all over again… IVE NEEEEEDED A GOOD SHOPS CYCLE LIKE FUCKK

i just spent 10k koinz. and i’d do it all over again

i have officially made final two in every outcasted i have played. after this, it’s time for my outcasted retirement.

is a lesbianphobic place

to my first ever ride or die on kovaze, the one and only beautiful venusvafa ❤️❤️ so happy to have met you n be such close friends ugh, love u down and have the best day ever

here is pt 1 for anyone wondering:) the homophobes also found it i think but oh well! https://kovaze.com/blog/120871 so i just got back home from the date and i honestly had an amazing time.. we went to a lowkey tapas restaurant, it wasnt like a super serious romantic setting but for the first date it was more than perfect. i loveee the lwk setting esp cause its also meeting for the first timw yk and esp with how sudden and spontaneous the plan was, but im all in for spontaneous plans. so we talked non stop honestly, about anything and everything. life, work, school, living situations and what not. like all the general talks! we also spoke about past relationships, how we view relationships and such and all our views alligned pretty much. like when i said that sometimes my bad trait is that i expect princess treatment at all times and it makes me annoyed when i don’t, she was like but that’s what a girl deserves and i was like YES EXACTLYYYY!!!! i also feel like theres such a burden of my shoulders after this date bc you know, it’s literally the start of my coming out. right now i’m just taking things in, processing still but i definitely would love to see her again. it was just rlly nice and idk like its one of the final pushes i needed for being open about my sexuality n such. but yes!! i’ll keep you updated if theres gonna be a second date…

i’m going on a date tonight. after my blog about how i feel on that aspect and such and receiving words of encouragement from plenty of you, i decided that it was time for me to put myself out there again and step into the dating scene. because the past is the past and the present is now and it’s up to me to make the most out if it for myself. however.. i’m going on a date with a woman. i’m very nervous for this, as i’ve never done anything so publically in an i guess you could say romantic way with another woman. i’m bisexual, maybe even pansexual, i don’t know and who cares anyways because labels are not important! but i’m not out in real life at all. like sure, i’ve kissed girls when going to the clubs and such but nobody in my inner circle really knows that i also have romantic interest in women.. so i guess this date is sort of my coming out? i have a very loving and supporting group of people around me in my personal life so i’m sure it isn’t an issue, i think for me it’s just.. scary? i always pictured life to be livinv with a man, having kids that way and such. being a mom is literally my biggest dream and only goal in life, and it will work differently being with a woman of course. not that that’s bad! just not what i’ve always envisioned life to be like. so yes, i’m really excited but also nervous about the date but honestly, even if it doesn’t lead anywhere i improved (?) myself in two ways with 1 being open to those things again and putting myself out there and 2 my lwk coming out.

so at first i didnt rlly wanna do anything but i felt like i was missing out.. so hereby i present to you my met gala look!! imo its stunning and represents me well, i’m all about pink n pearls baby like yassss after maxora my personal stylist gave me some advice before

the head of the spanish committee ( cristi ) and the head of the dutch/belgian committee ( @melanie ) have made ammends. they are now at peace and a beautiful friendship is on it’s way. from enemies to sisters. kovazia is healing. I AM NOW OFFICIALLY A CRISTI STAN TOO.

a peace making is on it’s way. stay tuned.

dk the dramas been settled about hours ago, u can stop being a fucking cunt and tryna gain cloud on this beef cause ur ass fell the fuck off, get ur big nose outta my business and go to turkey to get it fixed. idk who u are n what u do and like good for u to back ur friends but you kinda been doing too much as if ur some kinda spokesperson idk and thats that. i did do that bc i expected some bs before i read it n when i read it i was like wait awe n even wrote a response.

is my outfit tea? i want to win.

britt thank you for your apology and perpective on things. i respect the way you spoke there and i hope you know it was never my intention to publically get you humiliated or whatever. i was also still taken aback by that entire situation and i apologize for the harm it may have caused you. its now time to move on from the past and start a new chapter in our story if youre down for it. i love the girlies and i wish you n ur husband the best mama<3

my full dms top to bottom linked with evan down below i have said everything that i needed to say and everything has been posted. the only thing they have on me is a deleted “babes” but like, i have no active memory of deleting it. i can do a pyn when i want to, doesnt mean i’m copying someone. i am my own person and very happy with who i am and what i look like. i’m a 23 year old hottie from europe and we do have diff cultures n perhaps a language barrier. the only justification i can find for the delete is me wanting britt comfortable after she reached ojt to me cause i think it was obvious i’m a girls girl. i wasnt waiting to drop this tea, the couple i was talking about was MYSELF cause the relationship was toxic af. did i react immature to dying in royale? yah i coulda handled that better than doing all this but either way i don’t regret a single thing as youve both continued to slander my name n make rude remarks whenever i’m around within these months when for me there was no beef. i wisb both of them many happy years together and maybe a kovaze baby might come like YESSS!!! while you much your popcorn reading my entire dms with evan head to toe through this link https://we.tl/t-JdPYMPy94gYh4qBJ make sure to vote maxora in this poll! https://kovaze.com/blog/120491

say babes n deleted it it was probs after i was messaged months ago cause i told her how i would like want her comfy n stuff bc i gen dont remember doing that… and either way if babes was said thats like how i talk either way so nothing too gaggy about that

the exact same screenshots i posted sent at the 14th of february to my then boyfriend. the bottom is crossed bc other pics of what we sent each other in our dms (me and the ex) are visible, but u can see the date that screenshot was sent as well as diff pfps for both of us. here u go!

imagine what envious and i could do together if we dislike the same bitch like damn.. dont fuck with envanie like that..