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that's how you get the twink
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Online and want something?
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Too good. Because I would never touch that bs otherwise. Bring back 2X payouts for race please sin
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being in high school jamming out to the newly released 1989 freshly out of the closet to my new best friend working on a group project for our nano-fiber tennis racket. bring me back to 2015
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and #1 most misunderstood. My achievements keep stacking!
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with this buxom bombshell brookie ill be your dl trade tonight mom
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Are on my gift list. Please reach out to me when there is something you want in the shop and if I have the funds at the time I will send one over. Ven TonyTony YanderTron21 DQDiva143 (X) gifted DDawg Cheese JessieJedi (X) gifted Sam Nora Ravetters NaughtyNacho KingNic gay alexanderspms posterboy nickgqc fireflyyy Its gonna take me a long time to work through this so be patient <3
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the family heirloom turkey today iykyk
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(Brief mention of potentially triggering subject matter) —————————— Hi. I’m back from my brief retreat from Kovaze. I want to address a few things, and then I hope to reintegrate into the community and hopefully find some enjoyment in the site again. Let’s Talk About Skinnisha: This was one of the most fun, yet darkest, experiences I’ve had during my time on Kovaze. My elimination felt deeply personal in a way that I still struggle to put into words that I feel express my complicated feelings about it. I was manipulated into making a poor game decision in a deeply personal way. I knew that changing the vote was a bad move, but I thought I had genuinely bonded with the initial target over our shared health struggles. Our conversation about health was so raw and real that I genuinely would never have betrayed this person afterward. That’s why it hurt so much to find out that it had all been a ploy to lower my guard and convince me not to push for a 4-4 vote. The extent of the charade was honestly staggering. Even though I understood the risks, I truly believed I had found someone who understood what I was going through, and I was willing to risk it all to save us both. Combine that with a betrayal by someone I considered a friend outside of the game, and I simply had to step away. This game made me literally sob. I hadn’t cried in 11 years before this. The cherry on top was reading all the personal attacks written on the parchments as I was sent to my proverbial death. All the while, I knew in my own head that I had deliberately made a less safe move because I was trying to protect someone I believed was in a similar situation to me with their health. I’ve been struggling beyond words throughout 2026 with various neurological health issues. So, to have those struggles used to manipulate me, and to then be anonymously called “low IQ” on a parchment, is quite honestly beyond the pale. I gave so much of my heart and soul to this game, and to go out in such a malicious and hurtful way genuinely ruined the experience for me. I couldn’t even bring myself to stay in the server and watch the rest of the season. I’ve blocked the people who I feel are responsible for turning what should have been a game move into something that felt much darker, more targeted, and quite honestly designed to hurt me. I will not be unblocking them, nor will I be naming them publicly. I genuinely just want to move on from an experience that I held so dearly, but that ultimately ended in a way that left me feeling somewhat traumatized. I’ve struggled tremendously this year with both my physical and mental health, to the point where I’ve even experienced thoughts of self-harm. So to have my struggles used to manipulate me took what was already a painful and embarrassing pre-merge elimination and turned it into a genuinely dark moment for me, if I’m being candid. Going forward, I’m going to be far more selective about who and what I give my energy to. I wish I could simply apply for another ORG and have fun like everyone else, but after what happened, I genuinely don’t know if that’s possible for me anymore. Importantly, I want to emphasize that this is simply my experience. Other people involved in the game may disagree with my interpretation of what happened, and I understand that. I’m not here to name or shame anyone publicly. I just really needed to write this blog to give myself some closure, and hopefully, I can still find light here and eventually look back on the experience more fondly. Lastly I just wanna thank my friends both in and outside the game for their kind words on my initial blog. It meant the world to me.
My skinnisha journey is over. I gave the game every part of my broken soul and now that it’s over I need to rest, try and work on my physical and mental health struggles and just take some time away from here to repair some of the damage I let this game to do me. I may check discord here and there but I can’t make any promises. Tagging some people I don’t want to leave in the dark about this. ven sam DqDiva143 45ryxn alexanderspms ravetters yandertron21 cheese nora TonyTony cheese PosterBoy Production: Thank you for believing in me and giving me a chance when most don’t. I am tearing up writing this. Very grateful to production for the experience even if I leave this game more damaged than I started off. EDIT: tearing up turned into a full sob. skinny @tisha