The past 24-48 hours have honestly sucked. I know the science behind addiction and dopamine crashes, but knowing that doesn’t make it easier when nothing feels exciting anymore. I painted five pictures, tried three different video games, and kept bouncing between things trying to feel something, but everything just feels flat right now.

And an old co worker I didn't fuck with texted me saying she's starting back today and wants to get lunch. Do I just call out, is this my sign? I barely slept last night

like wtf?

@sprite gave me the idea, loving it with brookie's drag face, sooo good

just made gigi goodes spring runway design and im obsessed https://kovaze.com/designs/15404

I want it but idk if others would buy it LMAO https://kovaze.com/designs/15244

I’ve joked for years about never quitting weed, but honestly it’s been holding me back more than helping lately. I threw out everything I use to get high and want to start living a little more like an actual adult. I’ve been paying on my bills and stuff, just not to the full extent I could or should be. I know I can do this. Mostly posting this for accountability and to finally put it in words that I'll be sober.

Should have won more awards than it did, iconic movie.

I was telling my friend a story about Hugh Jackman and I accidentially called him Jack Hughman. Still think about that day tbh

I think part of this whole situation came from people noticing Maturo and Tatum typed similarly, and with Tatum having a language barrier, people started connecting dots and running with it. But at the same time, publicly calling someone a pedophile is a really serious accusation, and Sin has always said to report concerns privately instead of making public callouts. I also think ban reasons need to be more specific because “7 days for toxicity” just leaves everyone guessing what actually crossed the line, which only creates more drama.

But I fear I have fallen out of love with gaming :(

are you happy or sad about this?

I’ve been thinking about hosting a hidden identity game inspired by Traitors. I kinda want to call it The Deception Game instead because it fits the vibe better. I also think it would be more fun if everyone played as aliases/characters instead of themselves, but I don’t know how that would go over or if people would rather just play normally. Still, I think the character idea sounds way better. I’ll post two example characters below for the vibe I’m thinking of.

I tried to paint cherries and they turned out horrific

To give your thoughts on my #DNTM3 Shopping Day Photo

Being the loudest people in the room when its a topic about BIPOC just my opinion idk

Unless you have a premade joining frenzy is a waste of time, they just storm in!