but I hate people who say " they get on with everybody " that is just not humanly possible. As humans we have personality clashes and that's a part of life that will always happen, which is okay and normal. We all gravitate towards certain personalities than we do to others. I don't think It's a negative thing It's just natural.

Does anybody else think there's a cross-over between Autistic Straight Men and Gay Men? I often see a lot of Autistic Men who identify as straight get confused for being gay due to their mannerisms and eccentric /differential personality. I've often thought a lot of autistic men are gay myself just by how they behave / their mannerisms. I don't mean this in like a bad way at all it was just an observation that I noticed as somebody who's worked with a lot of autistic people in my career.

when people bracket introversion and shyness together. It's the biggest misconstrued thing, being Introverted / Reserved is not the same as being shy.

However I refuse to lose sleep or sacrifice my mental health for a game. I hope there's a fast version of it released soon.

you ever have had when it comes to people? Mine is definitely people who just cannot apologise when they hurt a friend or somebody in general. Instead they try to justify their actions instead of just giving an easy apology when they were in the wrong. It's just a bad character trait never being able to admit when you're in the wrong.

I've had in ages. I usually don't really enjoy voting games but when you get a good cast it's extremely fun. This diva Jackie sends me she's so good.

if there's a way to upload an Instagram video onto Kovaze? asking for a friend who wanted to know.

People arrive in my life like passing seasons—full of color, promise, and warmth—only to fade into a quiet, inevitable winter. I learn the rhythm of their laughter, the shape of their presence, just as the wind begins to carry them elsewhere nobody knows. It is as if I am a shore and they are the tide. I memorize the beat of their voice, the curve of their smile, only to watch them dissolve into the ocean.

They call me a monster for seeking eternal bloom, but tell me—what is a little spilled wine when the alternative is to wither? My veins are cold, so I must borrow the warmth of others. I am not a sinner; I am simply the only one with the courage to remain beautiful forever. each drop a quiet defiance against the rot that waits for them all. Forever in Bloom - Lady Tales.

You don't have to like me, however I don't get what the point of your blog is? you've said extremely transphobic and racist stuff to me and I've forgiven you and I just blocked you because I didn't see a point of arguing with you anymore. Talking about my experience with you is not toxic as I don't think you're a horrible person, you've apologised and we've moved on and you're just trying to stir up some drama because Memphis Grizzlies doesn't want to be friends with you anymore. Which has nothing at all to do with me I cannot control who wants to be your friend or not. I wish you well now leave me alone, thank you. Get on with your life. P.S - Me defending myself doesn't make me psychotic, I just don't put up with shit. Yawnha

from when I lost an Arena with 1015 in flakes. It really does seem like a luck dependant comp at times with how many drop.

I feel uncomfortable playing Race sometimes in case certain people yell at me for doing bad in one competition or so. Some of you are frightening when it comes to comp scores.

I feel It's very unfair that people are blaming Sin for the constant premades and the people who ruined TG with the same groups in every game. Sin tried to implement things around this however there are certain gamemodes it just wouldn't work in. Yes I do find it frustrating in games where I do get pre-existing relationships but it's always going to happen on a website like this. Maybe take some responsability and change it yourselves instead of blaming Sin for something that is not his fault. I also find it hilarious how some of the people saying it are the same people who join games with groups all the time. This isn't hate to anybody, I just feel It's unfair the blame Sin is getting.

there's no such thing as a bitter jury ... if somebody doesn't want to actively voted you, you clearly did something wrong to manage your relationship with that jury member. The only time I can think it doesn't matter is pre-existing relationships and that's not your fault obviously. However in 95% of games the players don't start off bitter against you, they've been made to feel that way by your actions. The amount of people I've seen talk to certain jury members a certain way and wonder why they didn't want to vote for them is shocking. As a jury member YOU can determine if you think somebody crossed the line by lying unnecessarily that doesn't make you bitter. At the end of the day, YES it is only a game but we also are real people behind the screen with real emotions and feelings.

Some of the verbal abuse me and Sapphire have had to put up with within the last few months is honestly vile. Yes we are bestfriends, that doesn't mean we vote the same way in every game we play together nor can we can control how each other votes. Honestly I think I am going to take a step back from this website for a week or so as I feel It's unfair that people get mad at us for no reason and call us all sorts of names and saying rude things about our apperances and call us hags etc. Seriously do better as seen with the Jane situtation also. If somebody wasn't as strong as me mentally they could hurt themselves over such comments and really impact them, we are all REAL people behind the screen with real emotions.

do you mostly associate me with? just curious out of curiosity.

where I can watch older Survivor Seasons from in the UK?

Katie21 is taking home the win. Nobody does it like Mrs Katie.

Premiere for Survivor 50 tonight?

should of looked like: 1) Jerri Manthey 2) Natalie Bolton 3) Abi-Maria 4) Cydney Gillon 5) Brenda Lowe 6) Angelina Keely 7) Courtney Yates 8) Shan Smith 9) Carolyn Wiger 10) Genevieve Mushaluk