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#EmotionalBlog #TrueStory 🥺💜

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thank you Sin for making a comp about Daniel

DK I’m sorry. I’m genuinely, truly, deeply, unbelievably sorry. I know I’ve said “I’m sorry” before, but this time I really mean it. And I know saying that probably sounds like something someone says when they’re trying to get out of trouble, but I swear that’s not what I’m doing. I’m sorry for what I did, I’m sorry for what I said, I’m sorry for what I didn’t say, I’m sorry for how I made you feel, and I’m sorry that I even have to be sitting here apologizing in the first place. I’m sorry. I’m sorry for every little thing. I’m sorry for the big things too. I’m sorry for the things you noticed, and I’m sorry for the things you didn’t notice. I’m sorry for the moments where I should have thought before I acted. I’m sorry for the moments where I acted before I thought. I’m sorry for assuming things. I’m sorry for misunderstanding things. I’m sorry for explaining myself when I should have just listened. I’m sorry for not explaining myself when I should have. I’m sorry for everything. And I know what you’re probably thinking: “Okay, you said sorry. What else is there to say?” Well... I’m sorry. Because one “sorry” doesn’t feel like enough. Two “sorrys” don’t feel like enough. Ten “sorrys” don’t feel like enough. A hundred “sorrys” wouldn’t feel like enough. If I could say sorry enough times to completely erase what happened, I would. If I could rewind time and change everything, I would. If I could go back to the exact moment where things went wrong and make the right choice instead, I would. But I can’t. So all I can do is say... I’m sorry. I’m sorry for making you upset. I’m sorry for making you annoyed. I’m sorry for making you disappointed. I’m sorry if I made you feel like I didn’t care, because I do care. I care more than I probably know how to explain. I’m sorry if my actions didn’t show that. I’m sorry if my words didn’t show that. I’m sorry if there was ever a moment where you questioned whether I cared. I’m sorry. And I know that eventually I have to stop saying sorry and actually do better. I know an apology means more when it comes with change. I know I can’t just keep saying “I’m sorry” forever and expect everything to magically become okay. But unfortunately... I’m going to keep saying it. I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry for saying sorry so much. Actually, I’m sorry for apologizing for apologizing. And I’m sorry for making this apology unnecessarily long. But also... I’m sorry that I’m not sorry about making it unnecessarily long because I still have more to say. I’m sorry. I’m sorry yesterday. I’m sorry today. I’m sorry tomorrow in advance. I’m sorry for every possible version of the situation. I’m sorry for every alternate timeline where I somehow make the same mistake in a completely different universe. I’m sorry across every dimension. I’m sorry in every language. I’m sorry in every possible font. I’m sorry in lowercase. i’m sorry. I’M SORRY. I'm sorry. I’m... sorry. I’m sorry with a comma, I’m sorry with a period. I’m sorry with an exclamation point! I’m sorry with three exclamation points!!! I’m sorry with an ellipsis... I’m sorry. And just when you think I’m finished... I’m sorry. There is no ending. There is no conclusion. There is no final sentence. There is only... I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry. And after all of that... I’m still not finished. Because there will always be one more thing I can apologize for. So, once again... I’m sorry. And I will probably continue saying sorry until the end of time. Which, honestly... I’m sorry about that too.

the challenge ep to drop...

is it tomorrow because tomorrow would be 14 days or next week sin 😗

Now have 6666 coins PERIOD

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Daniel 😄

Vote Tally: Daniel: 4* (Saved by Shot in the Dark)

would anyone play ( maybe host in a week or 2... )

i was going to break up with him... Daniel is about to get some bad news when he wakes up

i did not mail anyone ):>

https://kovaze.com/blog/155473

every blog, every vlog, every drama has had to do with me and we need to wake that up - and the house hates me for being messy but i feel like i been a hero all i have done is Round 1. become friends with Medusaluh just to leak everything they told me 2 hours later to get them put on a block and leak a 7 person alliance chat and made some lies about Tone Round 2. Gets put on the block because i was being messy and leaking everything but in my mind i'm a Victim then i get jumped by the blogs page and everyone calling me a FLOP and started hating on me Connor also yelled at me for pinging him to much in my confessional so i was going threw it i decided the best thing to do was mind my business for once and let everyone go after each other and i be a sweet innocent Owen Round 3. Tone goes on the block and he makes his 2nd vlog where i am the main character in it again.. this round i wanted to target @Amandasings04 so i knew in my mind i had to lie to her about who i was voting.. at this point in the game Amanda was my Number one with @Icon being a close 2nd but i really wanted Amanda and Icon on the block so i guess they were not my #1 so i lied to Guib told him he had nothing to worry about because i had his back then i nommed him Round 4. Guib gets mad at me for no reason and i'm confused?? i was not the only one to lock him in this round then he BLOCKS me and calls me Dumb,Slow, Stupid and Fat.. so i thought to myself and did some thinking... and i came to the conclusion i'm a victim Round 5. I locked in Amanda and Icon this round i was working close with them but i thought to myself maybe if i nom them they wont know and they will target other people and i can sit back and be pretty but that did not work out well as we see the next Round Round 6. I get fucking jumped again Lover tells me i'm a dumb fucking Bitch Poof told me to GO HOME and that i'm ugly and worst of of Amanda is MAD at me and puts me in a set.. i go to Amanda and say " Amanda my love this is not you dont do it " and she nommed me anyway.. after all the mess and drama and leaking i been in i thought to myself before i went to bed that it's time to be a hero Round 7. I get nommed so i make sure to Let Poof know he is a fucking idiot for putting me in a set when i did try to help him out but he did not care only 3 people talked to me this round Bryan, Icon and Fire and somewhat Amanda so i was out of the loop for this round but going 12 hours without talking to anyone in the cast i took that as a sign to be a hero for real this time Round 8 ( this round ) Today i'm a changed man after all the fighting me and Tone have been doing he is in my dms crying begging me to not nom him.. and Lover is also in my dms telling me to not nom him.. that's 2 of my biggest haters in the game begging for my love.. Fire is someone i worked close with this round but my heart says he needs to go up but my gut is saying i should split on Lover and Tone and i still dont know what to do but i'm happy i stayed in the poll last right being the hero i was meant to be all along has made me feel happy i feel like i need to put the messy behind me The Truth.. i have been beaten, attacked and JUMPED all season but each time they beat the living fuck out of me it only brings me up and one day we will all look back and have a giggle i'm sure i will go up again sometime within the next 2/3 rounds and that's ok! i hope you all took the time to read my truth this game has been so much fun and i'm happy to still be here to tell my story