i made this vlog on tengaged 14 years ago and it still exists on youtube................. unfortunate important

ok like i really like this site. everyone is really nice but um it feels like it's impossible to win games without people handing me the win because i'm bad at comps LOL. i only tried island and arena. and there's no way to get better at comps without joining games. would anyone be able to let me know if there's any formats of games i don't need to be good at comps for but can play as a newbie? additionally, i will take any and all tips. like if you've been playing this site for ages and found a comp tip that changed your life please i need so much help

idk if anyone remembers me but i was teddybear or alexa (or pinacolada) on tengaged.. does anyone know how to change the mouse/clicker thing on this site so it's like normal and not weird???