Hey guys I want to address the intense statements that were made today. The truth is we come here for laughs and not to attack each other. Mochalatte I hear you. I will do my best to be more inclusive in my blogging. A lot of people know that I have a huge heart & I like to show people close to me how much I appreciate them. But if this style of blogs is making people feel excluded then that is the LAST thing I want to do in this small community. I have mixed feelings about how often people talk about me on the blogs page. Whenever I talk about it the reception is that I’m being a troll or delusional. But this week in Celebrities has felt impossible for me. So when people start posting negative things about me when I did not address them, I get anxious and either disengage or try to shut it down. And when enough people do that, individuals like ethan feel comfortable in taking jokes WAY too far. So in my frustrated state yesterday I said “and fuck you too brat bc once you started saying this, everybody mindlessly jumped onto it”. My anger was misplaced. Instead of expressing why this upset me, I tried to shut it down then disengage. Earlier this afternoon, the beautiful troll 1 made some comments to provoke people who also disliked me. I plussed but made sure not to comment. I don’t insert myself into other people’s issues publicly. My best friend and favorite kovaze user Jaded added her two cents so I plussed. Then a few people responded and a blog war started. My only response was to please move on and stop posting about me when I’m not posting about you. I do my best to reach out to new users in their blogs comments, and ever since I started Amandasings Big Brother my blog style has changed a lot. I’m always going to blog about my bitch Angie, @chibi is always going to blog his intrusive thoughts (and I love blogging about my man), and everybody is going to be team brookie and koolness234 at the end of the day. As the users with 100K Total Blog Points, AngieKStan and I really do want to make the blogs page enjoyable. Because what’s the fun in blogging if nobody else is participating?? In conclusion…. I have unresolved fears from Tengaged that I’ll get attacked again (like irl harassment) without anyone to defend me. I try my best to comment on new users blogs, and I do feel like Mochalatte didn’t have this problem with me until after an Outcasted, but I’m listening and I’m learning. My blogs are a welcome space for all who show me respect. I can’t promise that I’ll be less dramatic but I will do better. *sings We Are The World with all of Kovaze*
AMANDA